Kirari Momobami x Reader

Chapter 5 - Don't Hate Me

(ran all the way back to my apartment)
"god fucking dammit." i said, as i made my way through the door. instead of sadness, it turned to anger. i barely had anything in my apartment so i ended up just grabbing a pillow and screaming into it. i screamed and screamed and it turned to tears. i threw the pillow across the room and jumped on my bed.
"i've never liked anyone until her... i messed up already. i really thought i had a chance with her." i cried.
i sobbed the entire night. i thought to myself as i fell asleep,
'there's no way i'm going to school.'

~next day during school~
(Kirari POV)
Dang it. She/he's not at school. She/he skipped probably. And I was going to tell her/him... damn it Kirari. tell her/him what. *touches chest* i've never had this feeling. i keep on thinking about her/him. she/he's always on my mind. i stood there for a few minutes staring into space. a flashback occurs to me. it's y/n saying "y-you hate me now." OF COURSE I DONT HATE HER/HIM. i- it's the opposite.
"Kirari!" I turn around to see Kaede, treasurer of the student council. "Why are you just standing there?! It's only morning. Get it together." He stated to me.
He was right. I- i need to get going.
Throughout the entire day, I couldn't stop thinking and thinking about... her/him... I could barely focus. Next thing I know, it's already the end of the day.
Oh yeah. That's right, I have some extra work in the student council room today. I start walking to the council room....
*I open the door*
I see Sayaka standing right there, alone.
"Oh. You're back." I said, a little surprised. It was awkward as ever though.
"Yeah... I'll just be going back to the usual... We have some more work on the fundraiser. Here, we can split it like usual." She says. I wonder what on her mind. She's acting like everything's fine.
"Oh ok." I said. I sit down and do the work. Well, i tried to work. but y/n is just all I can think about. what do i say to her/him when she/he comes back? what can i say... or do? i keep on thinking and thinking until i develop an idea of...
'i want her/his touch... the way she/he touched me before.'
WAIT NO NO NO! I CANT BE THINKING THESE THINGS.
*i shake my head*
"Y-you alright?" Sayaka asks.
"Oh... oh yeah i'm alright." I answer. Damn it, this is just disrespectful. sayaka likes me a lot. i know that. so why do i keep on thinking of y/n instead. do i lik- "oh well it just looks like you are thinking about something... or someone. you are blushing, president." She states.
"oh um... yeah sorry it's nothing. really." I get flustered. I touch my neck. the spot she/he licked.
"kirari... *she stands up* i know you don't like me the way i do, but i think i know the reason! i-it just looks to me like you like someone else... is-is that it?" she states.
was i really that obvious. damn it, i can't just deny the facts anymore. i like her/him, okay.
"yes... that's it. i-i'm sorry, sayaka." i say, with my head down like a puppy.
"keep your head up, kirari. it looks to me like you are feeling down. if you really like her, then confess. do it! trust me, it really helped me get it out of the way. you can't keep those feeling inside you forever." she says.
she's right. i- i need to tell her.
"ok. i will." i say.
I stand up immediately and go straight to the file cabinet. I know I'm a creep for doing this but I have to. I go through papers to skip to 'Y/N Information Page' I look further down the page. 'Address: Hornfield Villa Ap. 205' Oh I know where that is.
"Sorry but I have to go!" I yell. "Sorry, I leave the rest of the work to you, Sayaka."
"Ok." She says back. She whispers to herself, "damn i didn't mean to confess at this second but go off ig."
I run and run and run. All the way to her apartment. I need to tell her. I need to.
I knock on the door. Please open. I know it's kind of late but please.
-doesn't answer-
I knock again. Pleaseeeeeee.
-doesn't answer-
Hmmm. Lemme try, *i turn the door knob*
"oh it's open." i shockingly say. damn it. i'm such a weirdo right now. b-but whatever it takes.
"excuse me. i'm coming in. it's kirari." i say. wow, it's such a mess in here. there's so much instant ramen cups on the ground.... is she even here?
I explore a bit to find her in her room.
"OMG KIRARI HOWD YOU GET IN HERE?" Y/n screams.
"I- I'm so sorry. You just didn't answer and I really have to talk to you." I say.
[Y/n POV]
what could she possibly mean? she doesn't like me. i literally tried to seduce her. well i'm prepared to hear it from her. i'm probably gonna get expelled... again.
"it's just... I LIKE YOU TOO, Y/N." She yells.
huh? Uh... WAIT WHAT? OMG OMG OMG OMG! play it cool. play it cool.
"Wait, REALLY?!?!" I screamed. ok not cool. that was not cool, y/n.
"y-yes. i like you too. you didn't have to run off like that. and... what with that surprised look on your face?"she says.
She wasn't lying. I was so fucking shocked. i-if she likes me then. these things i've always wanted to do to her. i can finally do it. right?
"well well, kirari. I never knew you were the one to be such a stuttering type." i jokingly say. i smirk.
"hey! you were the one who went running off crying." kirari says.
"ok ok wayyyyy too far, kirari." i say.
*we both laugh*
we laugh for a while but tears end up rolling down my face.
"y/n w-why are you crying?" she asks. she sits down besides me, on my bed.
"it's just... i'm so relieved... you are actually here and this isn't a dream either." i wipe my tears of my face. "does this mean we are dating?" i ask.
"i guess we are dating then." she smiles.
I smile back... and then an idea popped into my head.
i grab her and push her to the bed, while i'm on top of her, i says.
"so this makes you mine then."

(authors note)
ok i'm sorry, i know this is supposed to be a y/n x reader but there's no way i'm writing you as a bottom lmao. ig that's because i could never imagine being a bottom lol. anyways sorry it's been a week since i've posted. school has gotten in the way of things so i'm kind of slow but anyways next chapter will be spicy so be prepared... (1206 words)