Thoughts

Time Waits For No One

I just want to know the answer.
The cause of this reality distortion.
Even if I blame myself now it won't be of use. Yes I was naive,and probably still am. I should be enjoying this trap I made. The reality is warping right in front of my face,my chats keep disappearing. I remember replying to people and the next time I'm back in the chat to talk with them again,all perished. As if those I typed never existed in the first place.

No,of course no one is to be blame. After all,one cannot delete other's messages. Even if the person is being kicked out,it's still unlikely.

Time does not work. My phone's time settings got messed up.The date and year as well. All randomly change or reverts by itself. What comes to my concern is that,more often than not it reverts back to anywhere between 2015 to 2016. Even my home clock,my wake up alarm reverts or move unaccordingly at some point. Rings at random time as well. Nothing's wrong with it. All checked up. Seems to be affecting only clocks that are in my reach mostly. My experiences that I remember clearly doing,turns out I never done in the first place,according to people around me.
That includes my parents. And the same the other way around.

Most recent anomaly is when I see time reverts right with my eyes.
I was doing my usual activity,I glance at the clock,it was 08.00 PM.

Then what's suppose to be sometime later,I'm back to see it's pointing to 7.30 PM. It reverts about half an hour.

I'm not afraid. Rather concerned.
Because I know part of it are my fault.
If I do disappear,it will do more good than harm to people I know. Correct? I'm down to this game. But please show me the way.