KALOS MIDDLE SCHOOL(ON GOING)

Ash's depression

1day later

Red's pov

I lost the battle and tomorrow was school. I know Gary just cares a lot about me. But that's how everyone I care about gets hurt. The one who care for me I care for them back and sonething bad happens. Right now I'm in me and Red's room on my bed. Then there was a knock on the door. I went to door and open it only to see my girlfriend. Serena look and at for a second the pulled me in a right hug and cried. "Ash I'm so worried about you. Red said you were gonna leave and not come back. And I don't want you to go please Ash stay here. I don't wanna be without you." Serena said. "I'm sorry Serena I'm so sorry I should have put you feelings into play with this too." I tell her returning the hug. "You won't go." She asked staring up at me. "I won't go I promise."

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Serena's pov

Ash seen really nervous and unable to be still. "Ash what's the matter." I asked. Alain and Red were out so Alain. "Nothing I'm just......" Ash trailed off. "Scared." I finished. He nods then gets up "Hey Serena I'm gonna take a nap upstairs in my room." Ash tells me. "Do you want me to come with you." "nah but can you watch Pikachu and Riolu."  He asked me. Rilou as you probably already know is Ash's new pokemon from Red. "Sure I don't sleep well Ashy." I anwser.  Then Ash went upstairs.

2 hours later

I went up stars to the bedroom open the door and lost it. What was he thinking. "ASH WHAT ARE YOU DOING GIVE THE KNIFE." I tell trying to hold myself together in one peice. "Protecting you." Ash said he was emotionless. Ash's positive aura gone it was replaced with nothingness, his bright chesgnut  eye empty faded dull, everything that he was has changed. "BY KILLING YOUTSELF THAT'S SUICDE." tears formed in my eye and started to fall. Ash stayed quite but he drop the knife realizing what he was about do. Ash broke down it was the biggest break down ever. "I'm sorry I'm scared of losing someone again. I'm losing me."  "Ash...." He continues to rant. "I can't do it Serena I'm afraid of him of Dark Ash. I'm afraid that I might hurt Alain Red all my friends. You. I don't what to do"  I walked over to him onyhr bed and gave Ash the biggest hug ever. "You've been strong way to long Ash it's hurt you. Changing you. What happen to the Ash I used to know. The one who
Battles everyday." I asked, " the one who eats like there no tomorrow, who save the world and kicked the evil organisations asses, who is postive and doesn't ever give up, the one who's my boyfriend, the one I love, who wants to be a Pokemon master."
When I finished my rant I was crying so hard I couldn't stop.  "I want him back I want Ash back plz bring him back you're the only one who can." Ash finally spoke up and said,"I want to Sere but I can't I don't know how. I don't even know what happen to the old Ash Ketchum. I wanna go back to the way I used to be I really wanna." Ash said crying too. I realized I yelled at him. "Ash I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell." I said quietly. Ash looked at me but didn't stop crying. Although he didn't saying anything Ash's eyes told me that he forgave me. Ash's eye are always like that when I look at them I can tell when he's covering up pain with a smile or how he's feeling he doesn't have to talk for me to understand him. "C'mon Ash let go get your medicine so you can calm down, Alain and Red will be back soon." I stood up and held out my hand. Ash look at it and hesitated but grabbed it. He was shaking badly. Like a child lost in the forest in the darkness of the night. We held hand all the way down stairs. We want in Alain's room and got the meds. Ash took them and 15 minutes later Ash started to calm down.  "Guys were back." Red said opening the door with Alain by his side. Red sat the bags he brought in on the coffee table. "Hi guys" Alain said locking the door. "Hey Alain can we talk alone."  "Yeah sure let's go to my room I assume this is important" Alain replied. Before I got up I felt Ash's hand squeeze mine he had fell asleep. I tried to pull my hand out but he was glued to be. "Look like I'm not moving from this spot til Ash wakes up." I say. Alain nods and sit next to me meanwhile Red is putting away the food from the store.

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A/n: as much as I us the time skips I surprised I've only used 2 so far. 😊

"So he basically had a bad day." Alain said as we finish our conversation. "Yeah but Ash probably won't wanna talk about it. Then there's school tomorrow Calem's out to get Ash and I know Calem is." I state. "What do you sure he's an A-hole but Calem isn't that bad right." I shake my head.  "Don't get me started on how wrong you are about that. My point here is Calem when he has a target he mulipate their weak points then get in their head. After that Calem gets what he wants from his pray and leaves looking for his next victim."   "Damn" Alain said. "Damn I'd right big bro Calem is a A-hole murderer." Red says walking down stairs,"For now all we can do is protect we can't tell the others either. Thing spread like rapid fire with our group." I feel Ash's head shift on my lap. I but my hand on his head and ruffle  Ash's hair. "I won't ever leave your side Ash I promise." I say lightly smile. "That's good to know thanks" I heard Ash mumbled. His eye were open starting up at my face head still in my lap. " I thought you were sleep."  "I was but the touch of my princess's hand hand woke me from my slumber." Ash says with a toothy grin. "Ha ha who thaught you that." "Gary" Ash replies sheepishly. "Oh fuck no oak tree is not teaching by bro how to be a flrit." "A what" Ash said. " So young so cute so smart so brave so kind yet so dense." I say. "Alain what does dense mean." Ash asked now sitting up. Everyone laughed meanwhile Ash sat there confuse.

Just do push yourself to hard Ash