Arranged Marriage { Yeongyu / Beomjun }

Chapter 11: Confused? 🍓

Beomgyu's POV

      When I woke up I saw Yeonjun hugging me, I felt strange. This is supposed to be our honeymoon but all we did was ... I took care of him because he got sick and went to the theme park, took various rides and then ate and took a photo at the photo booth. It's a pity the condoms that Dad Taehyung gave him.... he didn't use it- ehhhhh what am I thinking ?!

When did I start learning to think about sexual things? argh ... all of a sudden I felt disgust for myself.

When our honeymoon is over ... does that mean Yeonjun will return to his usual?

He will hurt me again and say hurtful words to me?

Well it's alright, I'm getting used to it anyway. But I'm going to miss how sweet Yeonjun is...

What am I thinking? Yeonjun doesn't even like me, he was just forced to be with me...and he's just doing this because I took care of him last night.
I'll just cook his breakfast ...

I went to the kitchen to cook Yeonjun's breakfast. He said he likes bacon for breakfast so that's what I going to cook ... pancakes as well.

When I finished, I prepared it on the table.

I saw Yeonjun coming here with his hair bit messy and still a bit sleepy. He scratched his neck and then sat down to eat his breakfast.

I was about to leave but he suddenly called me.

"Beomgyu, we aren't home yet. Have breakfast with me." I was stunned at first ... trying to understand what he said.

"Did you hear what I said? I said let's have breakfast together." He said again while his mouth was full of pancakes. I nodded to him and sat down to eat.

"We would have gone home tomorrow but I have a lot to do at school, I am a member of the basketball team and we need to practice." Yeonjun said as he sliced the pancake then he put bacon on top of it.

"So I decided that we should go home now." He looked at me before tossing the pancake with bacon.

"Hmm ... I understand." I admit, I don't want our honeymoon to end yet but what can I do? I have to follow what he wants.

"Good." Then we ate quietly.

Yeonjun waited in the car as I arranged and packed our belongings in the luggage.We were not at home yet but he became rude again. I can't do anything, that's he really is.

When it was packed, I immediately picked it up and put it in the trunk of the car. Then go inside and sit down. I saw Yeonjun sitting in the driver's seat. Is he going to drive?

"It's good that you finished, I thought it would end tomorrow because you are so slow." He said irritably.

"Sorry ..." I said looking down, playing with my hands.

"Tss ..." He glared at me before driving the car.

"When mom asks you if we have sex, say yes." My eyes widened as I looked at him. He also looked at me through the front mirror. He frowned and raised one eyebrow. I blushed because of embarrassment.

"Why? Did I say something wrong?" He asked, I shook my head.

"Then why are you blushing? Don't tell me you're still a virgin?" He asked and then stopped driving the car. Then he face me.

"Tell me ... are you still a virgin?" He asked curiously. I nodded, then his eyes widened.

"What the ... oh I mean, you're gay right? Didn't you have sex with a man?"

"Not yet ... that thing never crossed my mind ..." I replied shyly.

Then he suddenly moved next to me and sat down. He brought his face close to mine.

"We need evidence that we had sex. Let me mark you on the neck." He said as he shivered. I was a little surprised.

"You know Yeonjun... just don't, and while you're saying that you're shivering." I said and I swallowed hard. He was still staring at me, his eyes ... were the same as the fox's eyes.

"Yes, I don't want to do this. I hate it, but I have to." He said.

He move down and kissed my neck, I froze for awhile. He continued doing it, his kisses becoming more and more wet.
I moaned as he began to bite lightly my ear. I felt a hand clutch my neck and teeth pierced my neck. He continued to suck harshly.... it hurt a bit but... it was pleasurable.

"Ughmm... mmm.. " I let out an involuntary moan.

He pushed me down to make me lie down and he was on top of me. He licked his lips and stared at me darkly.

Oh my god, if we're having a sex. Why didn't we just do it in the rest house? there's a lot of places to do it so, why here inside of the car? in the middle of the road ?!
I swallowed hard while staring at the wild Yeonjun.

"Yeonjun ... what are you trying to do?" I asked him and then I crossed my arms over my chest. I need to protect myself ...

He put his index finger on my lips.
"Shhh ... don't worry, I don't like gays. I won't rape you okay?"

Okay, I'm a little offended by what he said ... but what is he planning to do to me?

He tilted my neck and then he pressed the parts he sucked and bit ... I moaned in pain then he stopped pressing my neck. He looked at me again as he bit his lip. I saw how frustrated he was. He left me and returned to the driver's seat. I breathed a sigh of relief ... I thought it was the end of my virginity.

He started the car and drove. The silence is deafening ... you hear nothing but the sound of the car ... and the wind blowing.

As I watched the beautiful views outside I looked at Yeonjun. He's even better to watch than the scenes on the outside. He's very perfect, very handsome and ... he seems to be good in bed- eehh?

Ever since we went to E-World, it seems that my perverted thoughts with Yeonjun also started there ... it seems like I longed for him?

If only Yeonjun had been born with a good heart ... but sadly not. He seems to be the son of Satan, Dad Taehyung and Mom Jimin just found him somewhere.

"Stop staring at me, you're creeping me out." I was surprised when he suddenly spoke.

"Tss .. I know I'm handsome, but I only appreciate if the person staring at me is a woman ... not gay like you." I just turned my gaze to the window. I don't want to hear any insults from him ... because it hurts so much when it comes from him.

Choi Yeonjun ... I think I love you. Yes I am a fool, because despite those hurtful words you uttered, you hurt me, you abused me...

Despite that ... I even managed to fall for you.

I love you ... but I hate you.

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Yeonjun is just a tsun-tsun here :3 even me I don't understand his personality xD maybe he has a multiple personality disorder xD joke