The Boy in the Feild || Mairi

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Last week me and Alejandro were runing around and when I took him home I went on a little walk

I walked around in the woods and there was a big tree branch and it looked like there was stuff behind it so I moved it

I steped in and thre was a really pretty feild with sun flowers all around and a lake

I walked around in it and it seems really nice so I sat down in the middle of it

I took out my phone and turned on You're dead to me but slowed down

I just laid back and sat there while the music played

This is a really nice spot to be at

I sat there until it was dark out then I started to wallk home

I can't lie I have been thinking about that boy I tripped on the buss

I know it happend like a year ago but every time I see him in the hall I just can't stop looking at him

I keep telling myself I'm not gay but when it comes to him I just can't stop talking about him

Alejandro and Roahaun told me I'm bisexual but I don't know

I walked out of the wood and I seen I was in someones backyard

Shit

I ran out so I was now on the sidewalk

I finished walking home and I opened my door and my mom was  cooking and my dad was in his office then my brother Luca was watching spongebob

I walked over and sat next to him and he looked at me than smiled

I grabbed him and hugged him but stoped

"Stop it you smell like grass" he said and pushed me off of him

I sniffed my arm and got up from the couch

"I'm gonna rake a shower ok momma?" I said and I heard a mhm so I walked down to my room and locked the door

I went into my bathroom and shut the door

I started the water and took off my clothes

I looked in the mirror then moved my hair out of my face

I stepped into the shower and grabbed the shampoo

I washed my hair and then my body and when I was donw I turned off the water and grabbed one of the towls out my cabnet and dried myself off

I put on some deodorant then opend my bathroom door and walked inyo my bathroom

I grabbed some sweatpants and a tshirt out on my closet and I grabbed some boxers and put then on my sweats and tshirt

I laid down until my mom told me to come up to eat dinner