Min Yoongi is the best guardian angel and the scariest fucked up devil, both in one person she fell in love with.
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When she became an idol, Kat found comfort in her friend Min Yoongi. But the closer they were getting, the more sh...
Some of the best moments of my time in the orphanage I went through with Ali.
As a skinny, awkward, tomboyish 12 year old I needed all the love and protection in this world. He saw it from the first time Hyuna whooped my ass.
He took my hand and ran to the playground with me. He put me on a swing and pushed me for a whole hour. Later when we sat on a bench he stroked my hair and we talked about hobbies and plans for the future. Ali was the first person to find out about my dream of becoming a singer.
Ali was the first person I went to when I got a good grade, he was my math tutor, the one who got me into rap and rock and the one who bought me pads and sweets when I lost my shit after I got my first period.
Long story short, he was like my boyfriend, my brother, friend, father and everything in between.
I realized I had feelings for him the day we smoked pot for the first time. I was 14 at the time.
The two of us went on a hill above Busan to watch the sunset. I almost choked and coughed like crazy when I inhaled the 'devil's grass' for the first time. Ali laughed hard and pinched my cheeks calling me cute. I was red as a tomato.
After two blunts we laid in the grass and looked at the stars. I turned to him and watched his perfectly shaped side profile. This man is an alien. His beauty is not human-like. I've never seen a more beautiful boy in my life. Until...
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"Ehm, Earth to Kat?" I heard him on the other side of the line.
"Sorry, I zoned out for a second. So you're sure I should go with a rap song and a classical style dance? Isn't it weird because it's completely different?"
"Aniyo, I think because it's the polar opposites it will show off your duality quite well. Anyways, I'm cheering for you! Call me as soon as you finish. I have to go to work now. You can do it kitty Kat, hwaiting!!!!!"
"Gamsahabnida oppa. Good luck at your work. Talk to you later."
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I got dressed, packed a towel, a makeup bag, water bottle and the application forms grandma Jung signed in the bag. I looked in the mirror and remembered a tomboy from 5 years ago. I grew up to be a kinda pretty girl. Not a skinny, pale type, but kinda pretty.
This was my outfit for the audition:
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Wheein, me and the other girls waited patiently in a hallway. This time we would have individual auditions. We had to sing one verse and a chorus of a song of our choice, and prepare a dance routine ourselves no longer than 5 minutes.
Six girls already finished their auditions and came back to the hallway sweating and panting. Jeez what did the judges do to them?
Theh called put my name. I'm lucky number seven. Hopefully.
