numb - christian anthony

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finding that perfect someone can take years, weeks, days or maybe even seconds...

you're soulmate could be you're bestfriend, or the person sitting next or across from you. many people fell in love at the first sight. is that one of the reasons why you think you and you're partner are together ? or...

is you're soulmate the school bully, you fell in love with. or is you're soulmate across the world, and just a touch on a app on you're phone, you guys are calling all night and talking all day long ? or...

is you're soulmate that person you bump into on that train back home, and you guys get into talking and you fall in love ?

many people fall in love...but how ?

how will people fall in love ? how will people understand why they fell in love, with that school bully, persay ? or just an across world texting, or maybe even you're bestfriend who you've known forever or maybe even a couple months...

let me tell you the story on how i met my soulmate. and no, before you ask, i didn't meet him at the train stop, we weren't long time bestfriends, neither were we school bully's... we met on a different kind of subject. we met like no other. well, you might think that, ' oh, everyone now and then falls in love like that ' , well, to me... i never knew falling in deep, ever exsisted like this.

November  -

thoughts of a perfect, wonderful relationship with someone with some one that actully likes me for who I am, thoughts like that ran through my head a million times a day. i see all these perfect couples walking down the street and I wonder, why can't i have that?

my parents are always traveling, so I spent less time with my parents then I should. I grew up having my parents fourteen years of my life, then when they finally had money to travel, they did. no second thoughts, about me. I arrived back home from school one day, with my things piled at the front door and a sticky note saying that they were basically leaving.

so then, I moved in with my older sister. at the time, I was fourteen, and she was twenty three, and now, in the present, which is today... i am twenty one years old and my sister is currently thirty.

time has flown, and the sad thing about it is that, my parents are still 'traveling', though i always think what could've happened if they didn't get all that money... if they still stayed in that little red house, if my belongings weren't packed by the front door ready for me to go as soon as I arrived.