"What are you doing?!" I asked, completely shocked. " well... Since were a couple now... I was just wondering if you wanted to hit it off?" Are you kidding me right now?" I asked, my eyes unable to get away from his toned muscles, especially his biceps and abs. He wasn't kidding when he said he'd been working out. " this is just going too fast" I said quietly, sitting down and rubbing my temples.
Jess this is too fast" i exclaimed. "Wait I've known you since third grade, you know me. " " well what were you thinking we were going to do? Have sex or something?" "I honestly don't know." He said, almost ashamed. He pulled his shirt back on and started rubbing my back. " I'm really sorry."
It's ok." I said dragging it on. " it's just that we're going to 10th grade in less than 2 months and you want to have a sexual relationship?" I wondered. " I don't know..." He staggered. " i hugged him and went to go downstairs. "Wait!" I daringly turned around and faced him. " are you mad at me?"
"No I'm just confused." He shut up after that and let me go downstairs. I took a deep breath. "Hey mom!" I said neutrally. "Hey!" "Is dinner ready?" I said, smelling the pasta and meat cooking on the stove. "Yep! Can you bring Jessie down? I bet he's hungry." I called him and he came.
Dinner was awkward and silent. My mom asked me what was wrong and I told her the food was just too good as an excuse. Jessie went home and we didn't talk for 5 days. I cried my eyes out when he didn't text or call me back until the 4th day. by then I was convinced our relationship was over.
