get out of my head

my thoughts.

 I'm scared. 

I'm scared I'll follow through.

I'm not crazy.

I promise, I can't help it.

I would never hurt someone.

It's not my fault.

But my thoughts, they continued to scream.

"Stab them."

"Take out their eyes."

"End their life."

I don't want this.

I don't want to live with this.

I'm sorry.

I can't help it.

Please forgive me.