i didn't realize the memory was gone until i remember it hurt so much that night until i forgot every single journey that we've been through all together. What left was this painful-anger that consume me. And i have planned a revenge for him. A revenge to forgive him and let myself to be a better person than what i was before with him. I let the pain consume me until i felt differently about feelings and emotions. About different perspective between love, and to be loved. Somehow, i woke up one day and let the anger of betrayal consume me. Of course, in a positive way. And i realize the love that i have is not just for one person only. Especially for myself. It's there for everyone to feel, and to see. It's just there.
