Her Sister-in-law's Brother

Chapter 18

KURT MICHAEL YEE POV:

ASHH!! FUCK BABE!!! Galit na tinapon ko ang cellphone ko dahil halos trentang beses na akong tumatawag sa kanya pero hindi niya sinasagot, it keeps ringing but no one answer it. And it makes me angry, I miss her, so bad.

Masaya naman kami ng gabing iyon, at kita kong masaya siya pero hindi ko maintindihan kong bakit nagkaganito na ngayun. hindi ko maisip kong ano na naman ang problema.

Since the day I left their house she never talk to me, she didn't text or answer my calls, i tried visiting her but the maids said that shes not there and I believe them the time that I opened her rooms. Theres no trace of her, pati si kuya ken ay hindi alam kong nasaan siya.

I went down and decided to go somewhere. I drove with no distanation, I keep thinking if where she might be, but I didn't know, Ng magsawa ako ay napagdisisyonan kong umuwi nalang sa bahay at saktong nandoon na si ate.

Oh kurt where have you been? come on join me here at umupo na nga ako sa kabilang table para makasabay na sa pagkain

Just driving somewhere ate tumango lang siya sa sinabi ko. nagsimula na din akong kumain dahil medyo nagutom ako sa pagdadrive at pag iisip kong saan ko siya pwedeng makita.

by the way kurt, nalaman naba nila tita kung saan si jessy? napatingin naman ako sa kanya dahil sa tanong niya.

Not yet ate, na frufrustrate na nga ako kasi halos isang linggo ko na siyang hinahanap and I miss her so bad! malungkot na saad ko. miss ko na siya. si ate naman ay tumango lang, halata din na nag aalala kay jessy. Medyo busy kasi si ate sa bussiness namin kaya hindi sila gaanong nagkikita ni kiya ken.

Dont worry brother she will come back, maybe shes just having a vacation, you know her, she always go somewhere whithout telling anybody ngiting saad niya, maybe ate is right. Maybe shes just having a vacation all by her self, well, bakit ba hindi na ako nasanay sa kanya.

Maybe your right ate, but soon when she come back i'll make sure na masasabi ko na sa kanya ang totoo At sisiguraduhin kong hindi na siya mawawala pa sa akin. I love her, I really do, And everyday that shes not with me is a turture,

Do that brother, ikaw kasi kung bakit ang tagal mong hindi sinabi sa kanya ang totoo mong nararamdaman, Duwag ka kasi, takot malaman na ma reject ni jess napasimangot naman ako sa sinabi ni ate. Yah i'm stupid for being coward, and for the her reaction when I told her about my feelings.

Kaya nga sasabihin ko na, and besides I'm ready now, I'll make sure that she will fall for me Natawa naman siya sa sinabi ko

Whatever kurt! oh by the way, bye your things dahil class niyo na sa monday right?? naalala ko naman na pasukan na next week, kaya I need my school suplies.

Okay, I'll be leaving to my room now, tumayo naman ako tyaka humalik sa pisnge niya.

Nahiga agad ako sa kama at nakatitig lang sa kisami, sana bumalik na siya, and i just slept.

What's up bro?? badtrip ka na naman jan! bigla namang sumulpot si Kaito sa  likod ko, nandito ako ngayun sa pinaka dulo ng canteen, lunch break at gutom na din ako. Pero ng makita ko ang message sa phone ko ay halos mayupi na yun dahil sa galit ko.

I dont understand her bro! why is she doing this to me?? hindi ko na mapigilan na magalit, why jess?

Ano ba yan?? akin na nga! at inagaw niya sa akin ang phone ko, hinayaan ko lang basahin niya iyon, at ako naman ay nagpipigil na huwag maluha.

Dear Mommy and Daddy,

First of all sorry, and I love both of you, I know your looking after me, but can you gave me some time to think?? siguro nagtatanong kayo kong bakit kailangan ko ng ganun, hindi ko alam kong saan ako magsisimula, kailangan ko munang lumayo mom, May bagay kasi ako ginawa na dapat ay hindi ko ginawa, I know it's wrong, but I did it, I'm sorry mom but I can't face you and dad this moment, I'm just asking your understanding mom and dad, especially kuya ken and ate. Please tell them I'm sorry, Soon i'll face the consequence  that I made. and  sont worry po nasa maayus po ako ngayun,  I love you. I cant stop myself from bursting my tears, I dont know how to react, All I can do is cry!

Shit! did she just run away?? i dont know why she did that, dis she think it's wrong??

did she think what we did was a wrong?? fuck bro!! I lover her!! But I can't accept the fact that she leave me, I dont know what to do anymore I wipe my tears and breath heavily

Bro, hinawakan niya ako sa balikat I can't blame her, bakit kasi hindi mo sinabi agad sa kanya ang totoo ramdam ko naman na gusto ka niya, pero kung ako ang nasa posisyon niya na walang alam ay magdadalawang isip talaga, as a man you need to wait her kung mahal mo nga talaga siya, she will comeback that's for sure hope so, sana na nga bumalik agad siya

Thanks bro! And i'll make sure that when shes back, I will never let her scape. For Almost one month simula ng huli naming pagkikita ay sobrang nahihirapan na ako, But I know I should wait her, hindi ko naman alam kong saan siya nag punta kaya for now waiting is my choice.