I unlocked the door and walked in I thought no one was here but Noah and Charli AND FREAKIN ALEJANDRO WAS HERE WHAT THE HELL CAN MY DAY GET ANY WORSE?!
I made eye contact with Noah then closed the door and tried bolting upstairs
N:Y/N COME HERE!!
I stopped
N:Right now missy
I slowly walked down the steps and made my way to Noah and I was looking down at my feet
N:Y/n look at me?
I lifted my head up slowly and he noticed my eyes he made a sad face and hugged me and whispered
N:You okay? Wanna talk?
Y:Privately
N:I'll be back guys
Ale & Char:Okay!
We went upstairs and I told him everything even to my relationship with Alejandro and Mattia
N:Why you crying though
Y:I don't know I just feel sentimental when I see Mattia with someone else it hurts me knowing he could be thinking stuff about them.....then forgetting about me and he could easily replace me like Cynthia is way prettier then me..
I began to cry more then someone was FaceTiming me I didn't even touch my phone but Noah of course answered it and faced it at me I look at the phone I blink and it gets blurry so I wipe my eyes a little and then see Mattia
M:HEY are you crying?!
My eyes widen and I knock the phone out of Noah's hand I zoomed to the bathroom and wiped my eyes and washed my face and I walked back and grabbed the phone
Y:No sorry I just washed my face
And then smiled I could hear Noah he sighed and leaned his head on my shoulder
N:Dont lie
M:I know you were crying
Y:No you don't I...I wasn't cr-crying
I felt the tears come back and then I see Cynthia in the back she's dancing with someone I smile and look at my socks then the tears hit my right cheek and I laugh nervously And look back at the camera
N:I'll leave you too alone okay?
Y:O-Okay Noah
N:Love you
Y:Love you too
He opened your door and walked out then closed it you placed your camera on your little nightstand and you covered your face and you no longer felt sad you just felt....confused,useless,unimportant,like an sentimental idiot
M:Talk to me
Cy:Hey y/n-
Cy:OH MY GOSH ARE YOU CRYING BABY WHATS WRONG?!
M:Cynthia it's fine I'm talking to her I'll be in my room okay stay here
Cy:Fineeeee
Mattia walked to his room and closed the door behind him and set up his phone on his desk and he sighed
M:Are you gonna talk or do you want me to come over?
Y:I-.......I don't know Mattia Im confused
M:About?
Y:EVERYTHING ever since I meet you all there's always been drama and....it's been my fault you and Alejandro and kairi almost stopped talking and got in a fight because of ME Mattia bec-.....ause o-f m..me
Mattia stayed quiet and he opened his door and went downstairs
Cy:Hey What happened?
M:I'll be back I'm going to her place okay
Cy:Okayy I'll be in The backyard
M:okay
You laid down on your bed and cried more
Y:Mattia why does all these bad things happen....to me
You kept saying things you were confused about and not even 4 minutes later Mattia opens your bedroom door and you freeze when you see him he slowly walks to you
M:Hey What happen? Why have you been crying?
Y:It's nothing
I put the covers over my body then head and slowly bagan to cry Mattia walked over to you and took the covers off and sat on your bed he giggled
M:Why is my princess sad?
Y:It's nothing really Mattia
M:Come on I know your bothered
Y:Mattia leave me alone
M:No
Mattia picked you up and threw you on the bed and jumped on top of you
M:Tell me whats wrong
Y:Mattia stop
I let out a little giggle and he smiled he laid his head on my chest and sighed
M:Why don't you trust me?
Y:I do it's just I don't wanna talk about it
He looked at you then sighed
M:No you just don't trust me
Y:Nooo i do baby
He looked at you and smiled
M:Baby?
Y:I uhh
M:Love you
My face went red and I smiled
Y:Love you too
I started falling asleep but I grabbed my phone and went to messages because I had a few messages one was from Cynthia and some other people
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Cynthia: Cynthia
You: you
Uhhh are you guys coming...?
Maybe in like in hour
Well this girl showed up and apparently she's Mattias girlfriend
What? What's her name
Celia braud or some shit
Oh I hate that bitch she's not his girlfriend she acts like it though
Ok we'll come soon bc there some people showing up already
Ok we'll be there soon
Ok love you
Love you toooo
===============Josh
You
Hey...
Oh uh hey
What's up?..
Nothin much wbu..
Nothin rlly but I'm headin to Mattias party later
Oh same
Well uh about what happen months ago I wanted to say sorry for the way I acted I acted like a dick to you
Hey it's fine idrc
Apologize accepted?
Apologize accepted :)
Ok cool see ya at the party :)
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This ones short sorry 💀
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