Trust me.

🥀Chapter twenty six🥀

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1 Week later

𝙸𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚞:

It has been a week since everything.

I hadn't gone out of Shoto's room except for when we did Eri's funeral.
I'm not sure if I'm ever gonna feel real happiness again.
When I feel even the slightest bit of happiness my thoughts go back to Eri.

"Maybe I don't deserve to feel happiness".

" What are you saying Izu of course you do!"

Shoto exclaimed jumping me out of my thoughts.

"When did you get here? "

I asked, gazing up at his worried gaze.

"A few minutes ago you looked deep in thought and I didn't want to disturb you".

Shoto admitted, sitting next to me with one hand behind his back.

" W-what do you have? "

I asked curiously.

He pulled out a pill bottle while saying.
"please don't get mad".

" I'm listening"

I egged on.

"Thier for your nightmares thier supposed to subsidize them"

Shoto explained.

Oh yeah I've also have had nightmares almost everyday about Eri's death and me being r🥀ped and tortured.
Life is great.

"I'm trying to help"
"I just want you to get some actual sleep with out having those damn nightmares ".

Shoto explain in almost like a puppy dog voice.
I guess he thought I was gonna yell at him.

"Do they really work? "

I asked curiously.

"There the best in the world"

He informed, giving me half a smile.

"Ok I'll try them."

I agreed giving him another smile.

"On one condition though"

I added.

"Oh and what would that be? "

Shoto asked me curiously.

"A kiss"

"From who? "
He teased.

"You silly"

I declared, grabbing his shirt and kissing him.

It weird but evey time I kiss him I feel like tiny fire works are exploding everywhere. It's so amazing.
I might be falling for him.
Or I might of already have.

"So am I going to the meeting tomorrow?"

I asked shoto.

Shoto gave me a shocked look.

"W-what? "

I asked confused and worried.

"You mean you still wanna be my bodyguard"?

He asked me for clarification.

"Yeah I do"

"Your the only person I have left that I care about"
"So now I need to protect you more then ever ".
"Kacchan has given me a couple more lessons this we-"

"Wait when did he show up? "

Shoto asked jealousy showing in his voice.

I laughed a little and pulled him on top of me.

"For starters he was teaching me on Skype".

" Second of all I'm only into you, no one else"

I declared, giving him a little smirk at the end.

"Then why does 'kacchan' have a nickname and I don't? "

He half asked me.

"I'll give you a nickname if you want".
When I said that his ears went red.

"After all you still call me izu and
I've told you a thousand times to stop "

I pointed out making him chuckle.

"The meeting is at 1:30"

Shoto informed, getting off of and laying down next to me.

He wrapped his arms around my waist, and slowly passed out along with me after a few minutes.