love lust faith + dreams. (jared leto fanfiction)

I wrap my hands around your neck so tight with love,love.

Anna talked with a lot of teachers and special people that day. Even the head of the school. At the end of the day she sat in the office of Miss Sheddon again. Miss Sheddon went to Anna and gave her a hot chocolate from the teacher's room and sat next to her. "How are you feeling?" She asked to Anna. Anna looked at her hot chocolate. It's her favorite drink. She looked at Miss Sheddon who was smiling at her. "I'm good" Anna said. Miss Sheddon smiled. "Good." She rubbed her back. Then Anna remembered something. She had to call her grandfather. "Miss Sheddon I have to call my grandfather." She said shocking. "Oh yes do you have his number?'' She asked Anna. "No It's in our home telephone." Anna responded. It was 5 pm and everyone already left school. Just Anna, miss Sheddon and a couple teachers were left. Anna always came to school with the bus. Het parents didn't let her take driving lessons. She just missed her bus of 4:45 pm. "Shall I bring you home?" Miss Sheddon asked. "If you don't mind." Anna said shy. "No of course not, let's go!" Miss Sheddon grabbed her bag and jacket and walked out of the office. Anna followed."Oh and Anna?" Miss Sheddon said. "Yes?" Anna looked up. "You can call me Karin." She smiled. Anna smiled too.

Anna walked to the front door. She searched for her keys when the door opened. She looked up and her dad was standing in front of her looking mad. "Where were you?" He said angry. Anna looked shocked. What do I have to say? "I was at school" She said. "Till 5 pm?" Her father asked. "Yes we had a new years dinner" Anna just made up. "And you don't tell us?!" Yelled her father. "I.. I didn't know dad" Anna looked scared. Her dad said nothing and walked to the living room. Anna walked in and closed the door behind her. She hang up her jacket and carefully placed her bag on the ground. She had a pink backpack with a big triad on the front. She walked into the living room and saw her mother wasn't there. "Where's mom?" Anna asked to her dad who was making himself some soup. "She's at your aunt's." He said while concentrating at making the soup. "Why? When does she come back?" Anna asked. Her dad turned around and said with an angry look on his face: "Because we had a fight. Your mom lost her job and she didn't told me. Now she will stay with her sister a couple weeks. I don't want to hear a word so go to your room." He said. He looked kinda sad. Anna was surprised. She was standing there for a couple seconds and then left to her room. My mother is always the boss in house so this is a good thing. Maybe my dad will be nice to me when my mom is not around. She thought. Her dad went to bed early so Anna could write her grandfather's number on a paper. After that, she left to bed too.

The next morning Anna took the bus to school. Her father wasn't home when she woke up. Guess he went to his friend to talk or something. When walking to school a loud horn surrounded. Anna turned around and it was the pink car of Karin. She had to laugh and walked to her car Karin was parking on the parking lot. Karin steps out. "Hey how are you Anna?" Karin asked. She closed the car door and threw her bag over her left shoulder. Karin is such a nice woman. Anna thought. Karin has red long wavy hair with a nice natural beautiful face. She looks really kind, and she is. Karin was wearing a white blouse and a long black skirt with nice simple black heels. I wonder if she is married. "I'm doing fine thank you, I have the number" Anna said. "Good job! we'll call him in the break okay?" Karin said. "Okay".

It was break time. Anna went to Karin's office. Karin was in it. "Hey come in Anna!" Karin said exited. "Let's call your grandfather." Anna sat on the chair and gave Karin the number. Anna called her grandfather. "Hello?" - "Grandpa! It's me Anna" - "Anna I was worried about you! How are you?" - "I'm good grandpa my dad was home quickly so I couldn't call. My parents are having a fight. My mom lost her job and lives at my aunt's house for a couple weeks now." Anna said fast. "Wow wow, calm down. They are having a fight?" Her grandpa asked surprised. "Yes about that she didn't told my dad that she lost her job." Karin looked surprised and played with her pen. "Okay good we can use that. Your dad can't have you for his own." He said. "Then what do I have to do grandpa?" Anna asked. "I don't know, we need prove that he can't control you." Anna was thinking for a moment. "What if he slaps me?" Anna asked. Karin dropped her pen. "We can't do that Anna!" She said. "Who's that?" Her grandpa asked. "It's my teacher Karin, she helps us with all the other teachers." Anna explained. "Good can I have her for a sec?" Grandpa asked. "Sure". Anna headed the phone to Karin. "Hello sir, I'm Karin" Karin said. "Hello Karin, so you want to help us?" Grandpa asked. "Yes I am a colleague of Phill Shed you may know him." - "Phill! yes I know Phill from when I loves in Australia back in the days. And you guys are going to help us how?" He asked. "Well the head ot this school has contacts with detectives. they are helping us finding a way how we can save Anna from her parents." Anna looked surprised. Detectives? "Okay then call me if you know more I really have to talk to my lawyer for the rules." - "Okay sir, I will." Karin said. And they hang up. "Detectives?" Anna asked. "Yes they are looking for a smart way to get a confirmation of spying in your house." Karin said. "But how is that possible?" Anna asked. "Well if they are signing for some paper they will give us a confirmation to do that. So If they sign it with thinking it's something else, then we can do it." Karin explained. "That will work. They always sign something without knowing what it is." Anna said. "Good" Karin put her legs on the table and wrote something down on a paper.

The day was over and Anna and her friends took the bus home. They all discussed about the detectives and that's it really cool to be part of this. Anna was home and went upstairs. She sat on her bed thinking of everything what was happening. It's going to work. She's going to her grandfather. Anna smiled while lying on her bed. Her dad wasn't home. She ate a sandwich and went into the shower after with loud music on from 30 seconds to mars ofcourse. When she was done she went to her room and she put on her underwear. Then she heard the front door. Her dad was home. "ANNA? ANNA? WHERE ARE YOU SWEETY" She heard from downstairs. Sweety? What's this? "Dad i'm upstairs!" Anna answered. She heard footsteps on the stairs. She dried her hair in a towel while looking in the mirror. That pink underwear was looking nice. She felt confident for a second. Then her dad opened the door. "Dad! close the door!" Anna yelled. Her dad looked at her with a smile on his face. "You look nice" He said. Anna walked to him and tried to close the door but he pushed her away. He was drunk. She saw it in his eyes. And she smelled it. He came in her room and closed the door. He walked to Anna and pushed her on the bed. "DAD GO AWAY!" Anna yelled. "SHUT UP." Her dad yelled. Dad grabbed Anna's neck. "I wrap my hands around your neck so tight with love, love, right?" Dad said. Anna had fear in her eyes and tried to escape. Dad looked at her bra and tried to unclip it. "NO DAD STOP IT!" Anna yelled. Her dad smiled. He ripped of her underwear. Anna cried. Her dad slapped her face and throwed her on the pillows. Anna yelled but her dad covered her mouth with his hand. He came to sit right untop of Anna and pulled his clothes of. Anna cried even harder and she closed her eyes. She couldn't look at this. It would be in her mind forever.

Her dad raped her.

Time passed and her dad stopped and slapped Anna. "You don't tell this to anyone or you're dead." He said while smiling. Anna opened her eyes. Tears were coming out. He took her virginity. Her father took back his hand and said: "Shhht, go sleep." And he left. Anna couldn't say anything. She cried and cried in her pillow. She put on some clothes and cried till she was asleep.