Chapter 5

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Sierras POV

After Jaden told me he loved me I knew I love him back and he had to know so I whispered back to him

S- I love you too

His face turned into a huge smile and i'm glad it did because it made me happy knowing that my soulmate and I loved each other. Mrs May knew exactly why we were so happy and pulled us into a hug. Suddenly I felt a tap on my thigh it was Mackenzie, she was one of the best little dancers I have seen.

M-(Mackenzie)

M- Um Ms. Sierra could you show us a dance to a new song this week?

S- Oh um sure what song would you like me to dance to?

M- I want someone to sing a song for us

J- I mean I can sing but not that good 

M- YAY CAN HE SING FOR US!!!!

S- Well depends Jaden do you want to sing for me

J- Only for you!

I started to blush really hard and to try to hide it I ran to Jaden and dug my head into his chest.

S- Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

J- of course baby

S- awwwww I like that name, also play something with emotion thats what the kids need to learn. To express themselves in their dance, got it?

J- Ok i'll go get my guitar from the car

He got his guitar and a chair and sat next to the area where I would be dancing, while he was doing that I sat in a position for the dance. He started to play an amazing song (below) 

(IM CRYINGGGGGGG) Ok also yall need to play the song and listen and read  

Heaven only knows when I'm in hell
None of my friends can even tell
I wanna fucking die,

(Sierras thoughts are in italics)

aw my poor baby I hope hes not actually feeling like this

Sick of getting high, but I do the same shit
I can't even cry, so I try to fake it

he doesn't have to fake anything around me ill always be there for him.

I pray to God, let me die in my sleep
You're as sick as all the secrets you keep
But the truth is, I don't wanna be me

but he's perfect the way he is whats there not to like.

Now I'm waking up and I'm not dead
Living off the words I know you said
I feel like I'm alive and I'm gonna make it
Maybe if I cry I don't have to fake it
I'm giving up my pain, so you can take it

I need to check on him after this I hope he isnt trying to kill himself only because of him hurting people.

I pray to God I don't die in my sleep
I'm as sick as all these secrets I keep
But the truth is, I can only be me
I pray to God I don't die in my sleep

yup that's it baby you don't need to think these things.

I pray to God I don't die in my sleep
I pray to God I don't die in my sleep
And now I'm sick of all the secrets I keep
I pray to God, let me die in my...


Once I finished dancing I looked over at Jaden his eyes were calling me, they looked  happy but also sad. I ran over to Jaden and crawled into his lap and hugged him super tight.

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