Mr.Italian Loves Him Some Chocolate

Chapter 26

YOOOOO WASS POPPIN sorry for the delay lots of things going on rn. I'll let y'all know about all of that at the end of this chapter. Let's get startedddd!! Listen to the song !

6 months later.
Crystal
Tristan and I have been off and on throughout my entire pregnancy. I know y'all are thinking like you really got pregnant by him after he cheated. I swear it wasn't on purpose we both were drunk one night and boom. He's been flying back and forth to New York for his family's business. Even though I know he has another girlfriend up there he thinks i'm stupid.

I felt the tears forming in my eyes because I knew as soon as he came back. He's going to pretend like nothing happened and that we are a big happy family. I'm trying so hard to keep it together for our daughter because she does not deserve this. I started to scroll through instagram and now I see why he's been distant from me.

I never in my life thought Tristian would be this type of person. When we first started dating he was more than willing to take care of kids that weren't his. Now that he has his own he does not want her and it makes me upset. I know I can not hold him to a standard that i want and it hurts. I've been fucked up so many times by people that say they love and care about me. I felt the tears flowing down my face
as Nights Like This started to play softly through my speakers.

You act like you need remindin'
Tryna do it over, bring it back and rewind it
But all that glitters isn't gold, I was blinded
Should have never gave you my heart on consignment
And I can't believe the lies that I went for
Thought you was mine, but you decided to be with him though
You took my feelings and just threw 'em out the window
Feel like it's too hard to fall in love again, no
On some nights like this, shawty, I can't help but think of us
I've been reminiscin', sippin', missin' ya
Can you tell me what's with all this distant love?
If I called, would you pick it up?
On some nights like this, I just wanna text you, but for what?
You gon' say you want me, then go switch it up

I woke up from a text from Tristan saying he will be coming back home in 2 weeks. I really did not care because he's going to do the same shit, just play with my emotions just because. I have to get out of this situation not just for me but for my daughter. I started to look for apartments so I can leave and be free from everyone and everything. Just when I started settling in I got a DM from a random girl.
RylaS- stop texting tristan he does not want you boo😘

Me: who tf are you ?🤔

RylaS- his gf bitch don't text my man again

Me: lmaooo oh you're one of his hoes it's funny that you think you're his gf tho sweetie

RylaS: bitch tf you a jealous ass hoe because he don't want yo dusty ass no mo

Me: aww you're so cute. tell your "bf" don't be late to our daughters doctors appointment in 2 weeks.

2 weeks later:

I heard a soft knock at my door keep in mind it's 7:00 in the damn morning. I grabbed my pepper spray off my dresser then I walked downstairs to get the door. I seen Tristian standing there smiling with his bags.

" You not finna give a nîgga a hug or nothing shawty?" he asked flashing his grill

"Hell no, and how the fuck did you get in my house?!!

"I swear yo duck ass be acting stupid as fuck, I have a key to get in." he said walking over to my couch sitting down. He motioned for me to come sit next to him. I slowly walked over and sat down the memories started flooding back. It was silent for a few minutes until he leaned over and kissed me I didn't stop him.

I missed his touch, scent, just everything about him. But in the back of my head I can't forget what he did to me no matter how much he touches me, or how much he tells me how he feels. He's been playing the field the whole time while I wait at home for my turn just to be used again.

"So when are you going back to New York again?"

"Soon, in the next 2-3 weeks but i have to stay up there for a year this time." he said lowly

"A year, you do realize i'm 6 months pregnant and i'm not leaving here to go there. You're not going to leave me by myself in a strange city while you fuck and touch every bitch you see." I yelled pushing myself off of him.

" You don't have to go i'm not saying that, you can stay here that's coo." he said nonchalant texting away on his phone. My brain was going a mile a minute thinking he's really not going to be at the hospital when i give birth or be here at all.

" Look Crystal, you know this pregnancy was a mistake we both know it was. So you can't force me to stay here and be in her life, if you knew I didn't want a baby in the first place."

"I can't believe you said that stupid shit, you know what fine go to New York fuck hoes do whatever. I promise you in a year when you come back thinking everything is the same. I swear it's not going to be." I said going into my room slamming my door.

I started rubbing my belly talking to my daughter. I promise i'll never let no one hurt you or belittle you. Mommy is always going to be here no matter what and no one is ever going to take that from you.

✨ Hi guysssss i've finally updated after forever. OMG last year was hectic I moved out at 21 to a whole different state. Im a texan now 🤠🤣 I love it here, lots of drama happened in between let's just say. Never move in with a guy 🤣🤣🙄 frfr tho.
I can say it taught me a lot of life lessons and i'm grateful for that.

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