do I still love him?

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This is all my work...this is my complicated love life.... P.s.i didn't steal this from anyone...

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chapter 1 "TALK TO ME PLEASE"

SAM'S POV

'Do i still love him?'

That's the question that's been in my head for over a year already.  

He was my first love, my first boyfriend, my first everything, he tought me stick to the status quo he also tought me how to live life to the fullest... 

Oh By the way my name is: Samantha Uy, I am 16 , and I go to an international school in the philippines, pure filipino half chinese though...

It all srtarted in the 8th grade.... I had a really bad cold.... My mom who was very OC, wrote to my teacher and asked her to change my seat with someone else.. Obviously no one wanted to switch with me, but luckily our class president was kind enough to switch seats with me so i went for it.

Then i realized that my seatmate would be Justin the guy who i have been secretly crushing on ever since the 6th grade.  

On the first day of beeing his seatmate he would ignore me and just look at me when he needed to borrow a pencil or an eraser or ask me for paper....

But then one day during our boring history class....

"Hey Sam do you have an idea on what our teacher is talking about?"

OHH-EEMM-EFF-GEEEEE! he fucking talked to meeee i think im gonna faint! But i know i cant 'cause he might think that im a weirdo so i gotta keep calm and be cool. 

"I have no idea- do you?"

"No hey maybe we should study sometime together?"

"Yeah sure what subject?"

"You know history..."

"Oh... Ok sure why not...."

"Great see you friday , 6pm my place"

"sure!"

JUSTIN'S POV

holy sh*t! The girl of my dreams, the girl i have been secretly crushing on since 5th grade is seating next to me and i dont even know What to say to her! I just cant belive that the girl of my dreams is sitting next to me and i dont even know what to fucking say to her! Why am i such a wimp?! -.-

'be cool be cool just tell her she makes you nervous she will come around' i told myself 

Whew breath ,breath get back to the conversation already

"So what do you want to do at my house after we study?"

"I dont know"

"How about a movie?"

"Sure why not !!"

"Shiiit i got a date with the guy of my dreams OMFG!!!!"

Chapter 2 FRIDAY NIGHT

"knock knock"

(justin's mom answered the door)

"Ahh you must be Sam nice to meet you im Cheryll , Justin's Mom"

"hi nice to meet you"

"nice to meet you to please have a seat i'll call Justin"

"JUSTIN!!! sam is here"

"coming mom"

"hey"

"hey"

"your mom is really nice"

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