selfish (yandere Hajime Iwaizumi x reader)

drunk

"Yoohoo iwa-chan" Flattykawa yelled from across the cafeteria I groan as he walkes towards me and places his lunch tray across from mine "so iwa-chan do you like the new manager" Oikawa askes from across the table"I don't know shittykawa we've had 3 this month and they all turned out to be phyco fan girls of yours" I reply annoyed at the question

I mean you where okay mean you did help with getting water but that's about it you really aren't that special

the rest of lunch was spent to me listening to oikawa ramble about how much he loves milk bread and a the 3 girls who asked him out before lunch

"You know shittykawa you always complain about being single but you never actually accept any of the love confessions you get" I state looking up from my lunch to meet crapykawa in the eyes "I know but iwa-chan I don't want to date any of those girls they all love me for my face and I don't even know most of them" Oikawa explains while  throwing his hand around in all sorts of directions "hey what are you two doing" Makki asks while sitting down next to matsum

we spend the rest of lunch mostly just talking about girls up coming test and oikawa's low IQ until the bell rings and we all went in separate ways to our classes

Placing my last notebook into my bag I start to make my way to the gym I hear screaming girls and can just feel oikawa come up behind me "hey iwa-chan you ready to play some volleyball" Oikawa says walking up behind me and placing an arm around my shoulder "get off of me already loserkawa" I say while pushing the brunette off of me "so mean iwa-chan" Oikawa says with a pout

We walk to the gym together oikawa talking but I can't here him or anything
the students in the hallway aren't making any noise the opening and closing lockers are staying silent but everything still felt loud
my vision is starting to go foggy I can still see but it's hard do I need glasses no I just need to relax and stop overreacting

This wasn't new to me at all it has happened plenty of times I just don't feel like telling anyone oikawa probably wouldn't know what to do and I don't want to stress my parents out anymore then I already have but it usually goes away after a few hours

By the time I finish my internal monologue we have already reached the gym and practice have began
Though out practice my head only starts to feel worse the only reason I can play semi well is because I can halfway guess what people are saying because of where the ball is but it's still hard to play with my head pounding and feeling as if it's going to explode

I was doing fine though until watari received the ball and sent it to oikawa who in return set it to my side of the cort

I start my run up to the ball and when I am only a few feet away from the net I jump it isn't to high because of my  height but am in sync with the ball

honestly the best thing about oikawa is that he knows his teammates super well and knows exactly what kind of ball each person needs

but instead of hitting my best friend's perfect set I fall and hit the floor
but I don't see anything everything seems dark and I can't move

My eyes open to be meet with what looks like the nurses office I try to get up but the moment I push my body off of the bed I feel a joint of pain in my back and my body immediately falls back down my body making the week mattress bounce a little before stopping

it's only now that I start to wonder how I got here I don't remember dragging myself here I place my hand on my forehead to check for any sign of a fever  but am met with a cold damp paper towel

foot steps draw near as I start to wonder how this got on my head I certainly don't remember putting it on there until I am meet with a familiar e/c eyed girl

"are you ok iwazimi-senpai" her words are soft almost afraid of being to loud
"yeah I'm fine" my voice is much ruffer and deeper then hers

her soft hand slowly remove the damp towel from my head and replaces it with the back of her hand

"you don't have a fever iwazimi-senpai but I still think you should rest in here for a bit" you say with a look of slight worry on your face my only response was a low hum that my body was barely able to let out "oh oh then I'm going back to practice so try and rest up" her voice  echoes before walking out of the nurse's office

The from school to my house isn't to long but even so oikawa decided to use this time to try and convince me to go to a party that his classmate is hosting
"please iwa-chan I already convinced the rest of the team to go I would be a great team bonding experience" crappykawa starts I stop and stare at him for a minute one eyebrow raised "everyone?" I question "yeah and some people from the girls team are coming to" Oikawa finishes I roll my eyes before finally  agreeing "yay iwa-chan the party starts at 10 I'll pick you at your house"

Walking out of my room with an oversized blue jacket that has a white long sleeved shirt and black sweat pants with three light blue strips going along each leg making my way down the stairs I put on poth of my shoes and is about to go out the door until my mom comes and leans against the door way

"Hey sweetie where you going" my mom asked bags under her eyes from all the late shifts she has been working "to a party with oikawa" I respond "oh ok have you finished your homework yet" her voice frail she probably was planning to go to sleep any minute now "yeah I did mom" I say as my mom pushes herself off of the door way "well have fun and don't stay out to late" are my mothers  final words before moving back to her bed room where my dad is most likely already asleep

on the way too the party was spent with trashykawa explaining about some stupid manga he has been reading until we stopped at a dark blue house on a street corner oikawa and I walk up to the house

oikawa knocks on the door while I stand next to him soon enough a boy with short dark brown hair opens the door he has a red plastic cup that contains  alcohol by the looks of it

we both walk into his house the place filled with drunk teens oikawa and I slowly make our way to the dining room where there is varieties types of alcohol

I grab a beer while oikawa mixes together something that I don't really care about I walk over to the living room where loud music is playing and where most people who came here are

I spot makki and matsum and start making my way over to them and the rest of the team "oh hey iwazimi" are the only words I can make out of makki's  mouth we all start talking about random school and sports stuff oikawa's joins us soon too

after awhile the alcohol starts to kick in our words starting to get more slurred by the second
yahaba goes to the bathroom to puke oikawa heads to on of the spare rooms with 3 girls pink cheeks and all and everyone else goes and does there own thing while you are left in front of me almost passed out "you good" I manage to ask over the loud speakers "yeah but I think I should go home now" you say your voice almost to soft to here but still is "it's pretty late I'll walk you home" I say while placing my cup down on a random surface "oh no it's fine I ca-"
"no it's fine I promise" I assure you

the walk home was peaceful you are just trying to stay awake so you stay quite the party was only about a 10 minute walk from your house but once we did reach your door you start patting all of your pockets looking for your keys probably you sigh in defeat reaching for a potted plant and grabbing a key from underneath it you look back at me and give me a small smile "thanks for walking me home iwazimi-senpai" unlocking the door and placing the key back underneath the small plant and heading inside

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