That Bookish Journal

From behind the ORANGE screen

So, for starters, I'll tell you the reason why I'm writing this down.

That's because I fear not being able to remember the way I'm feeling right now.
No, I don't suffer from any sort of medical condition that will lead me to forget things, but you never know what's served for you...

And even if hypothetical in future, fortunately, I remain as healthy I am right now, I know that I won't feel the same emotions that I'm feeling right now.
Don't you dare tell me that humans have the power to feel as impulsive as we did in a particular moment after that moment is long gone.
We all know that's not true and hence, we try to preserve moments.
Some do it by capturing pictures, some by creating a video dairy and the most ancient (and the most popular) is by writing down a journal.

That's what I'm doing here, now.
I genuinely don't feel like anything else concerning me is worth enough to preserve apart from the way I think.
I am a firm believer of the saying I think therefore I am.

And I want to document all that I feel, about books.
Because right now I don't feel as depressed as I fell months back when I'd 13 reasons why.
And I seriously can't stand the idea of me no longer feeling the same way as I felt when I'd read a particular book, I know that I sound like a book manic!

And so, this me, seventeen-year-old Mrunmayee Khaire behind the ORANGE SCREEN and I'm gonna write down all I feel, immediately after finishing off a particular book (or soon).
So that after months, and hopeful years later when I read this I'll at least be able to feel the glimpse of what I feel now.

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Now on a serious note, I want you to read this before you decide to begin with my journal.

You need to understand that this a journal, not a novel that you have a right over to rate and criticize.

All that I write are my personal views and beliefs, they may or not be same as yours and you need to respect it.

This is a JOURNAL which is absolutely candid documentation of my thoughts.

I won't tolerate any inappropriate comments or text regarding this journal.

You, yourself had chosen to read this, no one forced you to. So if you don't like it, leave it.

I did not write this in order to please anyone, the sole purpose of me writing this is because I just felt like. Therefore, I won't ever edit or censor any of its content for the pleasing of its readers.

P.S - The picture above, that's what I look like.