Melancholy

New year!!

Vern Vincent

After Kiaan proposed me, everything has changed. He keeps getting me gifts, I sometimes feel super weird with the amount of gifts he gets. And on the other hand, I legit don't give him anything!!

I don't like him spending so much on me!

He has been behaving all cute and CAN'T GET OVER MY HAND!

I was sitting right beside him, my head lying on his chest and hands tangled with eachother. His other hand gently patted and drew circles on my head. I was listening to his soothing heart beat.

I was addicted to it now!

"Okay....how many pizza?" Alia's scream pulled me out of my daze.

"10" Kiaan answered screaming, making me scowl.

"Can you stop screaming?" I snapped at Kiaan.

"Sorry princess!"

"And who eats so many pizzas?" I narrowed my eyes.

"What....? It's so less!" He looked surprised. "It's eight of us teddy, not 2! And it's just 10 pizzas, we have 20 burgers and few fries too."

"But you guys just had your lunch!"

"Oh my god! It's not for now princess, it's for the party!" He chuckled.

"Oh! I didn't know that."

"What? Wait.... You didn't know about the new year party?"

"Nope!"

"What the fuck! Babe I thought you knew" he looked shocked. I shook my head motioning a no."okay... So we have a party tomorrow at 12, and you know the reason."

"But I can't make it."

"Wha....at? Why?!" He questioned

"I have a huge ass party at home, can't leave that. And mom is a little sick, so I gotta help her." I answered honestly.

"What the fuck!" He looked annoyed, I just shrugged in return. "Then, I'm crashing your party!"

"It's a family party!!" I shouted at him. In return he just smirked.

What the fuck!!

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It was 15 minutes past 11, the music was already loud, the home theatre was full of drunk cousins and family members dancing for whatever music was playing. Kiaan didn't crash the party and I'm thankful for that. I'm not yet ready to tell my super strict parents about us.

"Why aren't you drinking?" My cousin shouted in my ear, which was barely audible in the music.

"I'm still underage jackass."

"Who cares?!"

"I do!" I shouted smirking, he just rolled his eyes. As the music ended, I went over to put some more songs to the list and everyone wanted a break after continuously dancing for an hour. I was adding all the music in queue, when suddenly music started playing from no where. 

I was not playing it, I checked! Wait..... It's Kiaan!

Everyone rushed outside to see what was going on. Even I did, but only to make sure it was not him and to my bad luck it was him. My eyes went wide, when the whole band was playing in front of me, IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE!! The open space in front of my house was filled with all their instruments. When did that come? I didn't know! I glared at him, he just ignored all of it like it didn't make any sense. I heard my family fuckin cheer for him. He was playing hip hop, what else do they want, some nice music to dance and go high on. He started singing, which made me stop glaring at him and laugh it off. He played for the next half an hour, and stopped exactly on the countdown.

"Okay everyone.... Ten!"

"Nine!"

"Eight!"

"Seven!"

"Six!"

"Five!"

"Four!"

"Three!"

"Two!"

"One!.... Happy new year!!" He shouted to everyone through the mic, looking at me. I smiled back whispering a happy new year to him.

"Love you...... Guys!" He shouted again smirking. I whispered back an I love you. He smiled but with tears.... TEARS!!

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Diary entry

Dear diary,

Dating the women you love is so beautiful! Not that I didn't love Amy, but this feeling with Vern is just too different and too good. She is so lively. I want to give her everything, if possible even the moon and stars. SHE DESERVES IT, but she won't take it. She is so different! She likes all the small things like flowers, chocolates, long drives and hugs more than a huge ass stuff like ornaments and parties. And one big thing I found out was SHE HATES SHOPPING. I sometimes feel I'm dating an alien. Who hates shopping? She prefers homemade food rather than going and buying it from outside. She doesn't care what she wears, she doesn't care what she looks like and guess what? I HAVE NEVER SEEN HER WITH MAKEUP!! What is she made up of? How can she be the exact opposite to most of the girls out there? There is Myra who bought M.A.C's 180 shades eyebrow pallet and here is my girlfriend who doesn't know more than 20 colours.

I have made it my routine to get my head massaged from her. She is the only therapy I needed, my head ache vanishes off everytime she massages it. Oh.. and the hugs! She is like a soft toy, especially the teddy bear's to which we can snuggle and cuddle with. My little cute 'teddy'. I recently realised her palm is too small for life, and fits my big ones perfectly. I keep playing with it, I'm kind of addicted to it now. Call me crazy, which I'm.

So, after we have started dating nothing has gone as I had thought. She has crashed many of my plans. As usual she fucked my plan for the new year, so I crashed hers. I wanted to go to her house and crash it, but her warning of not even thinking about it popped up in my head. So, I went and set everything up in the open space in front of her house. We started our concert and gaining the neighbours as our audience, even her family was grooving for the music. We played some hip-hop music, which made them all go crazy. She was just blushing like an idiot. She was so happy, I felt guilty, she is going to be in pain. I'll make her cry, just thinking about it makes me cry. And when she whispered I love you, I knew I didn't deserve it. I was about to break down. I was going to hurt her. It is all going to over. Before I hurt her, I'll make her hate me. I should! This is the biggest task!!

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Vern Vincent

After all the wishes were exchanged, we all had a small personalised concert for ourselves and Pleiades (Kiaan and the band) were the artists. My family were pretty impressed by them and offered food, which they accepted. After playing for two hours straight, they packed up to go. I managed to sneak out for a hug and finally slept at four in the morning.

Only to wake up to a completely dozed family members and a home theatre filled with puke. After a lot of hesitation I had to clean it up. Yuk! I know! After cleaning and telling goodbyes to all the family members I finally feel asleep again.
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Sorry for the late update guys. I recently got a fracture in my hand, so couldn't type for a long time. Other than that, thank you all for the love, support and patience...

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