Mate

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^Landon's abusive Alpha

^Landon's brother

Landon's POV

I woke up to banging on my door early in the morning. I quickly sprang up from my bed throwing open my door only to see my older brother Theo on the other side. He looked excited as he said, "Hurry, put on your best clothes. There is an alpha coming from another pack to look for their mate! You could finally get out of this place."

"No alpha would want me as their mate. I can't do anything useful. If they were my mate, they would probably reject me."

"Stop feeling sorry for yourself and get ready, I brought you some extra body wash and shampoo, along with new underwear. After that I will shave your face for you. Oh, and happy birthday little brother."

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He had stopped bringing me razors when he learned I used them to cut myself as a way to cope with the pain. He walked in on me doing it one day and he confiscated all of my razors. Now every couple of weeks he shaves my face for me and I wouldn't want it any other way.

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I pick my best pants and shirt, then grab one of the new pairs of underwear my brother brought. I then grab the shampoo and body wash and head to the bathroom. I wash myself throughly, then rinse it off. I put on the clothes and left the bathroom and returned to my "room." My brother grabbed the razor he shaves my face and fixed my hair. He then started to throw my belongings into the suitcases he had brought with him today, only stopping when he found pacifier I had hidden from everyone.

He held it up and asked, "What is this for?"

"Must have been from one of the pack babies I have watched." I responded while trying to sound casual.

"I can tell when you are lying. Are you a little like mom is?" He responded while staring deep in my soul.

"No way, I am not a little." I said sounding way to nervous for my brother to not pick up on the fact that I was lying.

"Open your mouth." My brother stated in a dominating voice. I had no choice but to listen and obey my brother.

As I opened my mouth he shoved my pacifier into my mouth holding it there as I tried to spit it out. Eventually my little side started to poke out more until I was fully into my little headspace. My brother picked me up and started rocking me like a baby. Soon I was drifting away to sleep knowing I would be late in my brothers arms.

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I woke many hours later, still in my brothers arms with my pacifier in my mouth but we were no longer in my dark and cold room. We were in the back of a vehicle that I didn't recognize with people I didn't recognize. But we weren't moving, we were at a standstill on the side of the road. I was still in my little headspace, which wasn't good right about then because I had to pee and I couldn't hold it for very long.

I started to tug on my brothers shirt but he wasn't paying attention until I started to let the pee go, and since he was holding me in his lap I peed on him. He looked done noticing I was awake before realizing I had just peed on him.

"Did you have an accident?" He asked making me cower before realizing he didn't sound like he was pusses at me. I nodded my head slightly. "Ok, I will have someone grab clean clothes for you." My brother said rolling down a window turning to talk to someone outside the window, though I didn't bother listening to what he was saying, I just cuddled deeper into my brothers chest. When he was done talking to the people outside he rolled the window back up and started to rub my back comforting me and lulling me back to sleep.

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Next time I wake we are no longer stopped but moving very rapidly on the highway. I look down realizing I am in different clothes, a onesie and blue sweat pants.

And that was when I noticed the extra padding that was encasing my lower regions. I was still wrapped protectively in my brothers arms but I now had a cars blanket covering me up too. My brother by now had noticed that I was awake and taking in the new surroundings.

"Hey sleepy head. Are you hungry?" He asked. I just started to cry being to far into my headspace to respond with words. "Oh hush little one, so I take it we have a little baby on our hands. Well good thing we have the proper equipment for that too."

He said then started digging around in a bag for what he needed. He started shaking what looked like a bottle and then placed the nipple of what I knew now to be a bottle up to my mouth and I immediately attached and started to drink hungrily. I noticed that whatever was in the bottle didn't taste like normal baby formula, but instead had a more rich and thick feel to it. Soon the bottle was empty but I was still hungry so I started to whine, Theo took the bottle from my mouth and placed a new one in after shaking it. I only drank about half of that one though.

My brother adjusted me on his lap so he could feel the diaper I had on realizing I hadn't used it yet he rocked me, but I didn't go back to sleep because soon we were stopping infront of a huge building. Someone opened the door to the car and I immediately smelt the most amazing smell.

An sorry this took so long to update. Thank you to all the people that read my book we just hit 600 views so I thank you I plan to write the next chapter in Adleys pov, let me know what you think should happen in the next chapter.

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