I Still Want You!!!/ fem.deku x bakugou/ (bekudeku) oneshot

I Still Want You

*izumi POV*

*PUNCH* *HIT*

yes. these are real sounds, sounds coming from our house. 

*smack* 

she always does that. why? thats because im a deku. 'worthless' she would say, or 'waste of space' and even 'your the reason your father left!'

*break* *HIT*

in the midoriya household. thats all you will hear.

Inko: you worthless piece of shit! its all your fault! your fat and ugly AND Quirkless!

she held a bear bottle she already broke, and put it on my hand. my hand started bleeding.

Izumi: AARGH
Inko: ahhh~! i love these noises! let me hear more!!! hahahha

she held her hand up, hit me on the head so bad until it started bleeding. she then went to the kitchen and brought a knife. she tore my cloth apart, and started putting it on my bare stomach, and then down my legs until she reached my toes. all the way there, i was screming.

Izumi: MOM! PLEASE STOP! OW IT HURTS! m-mom. please!

yes, it is my 'mom' whos doing this to me. its like im not her daughter or something. she left with saying, "go clean yourself, ugly bitch"

i ran up to my room. my leg was really hurting from the knife. i almost couldnt walk. but i managed. since i was used to this. i got to my room bathroom, and quickly got the first aid kit, and started treating all my wounds. ever since dad left, she has been like this.

*flashback*

inko: no hisashi, where are you going?
hisashi: im sorry inko, ill go to another house.  a house where people treat me like i need to be treated, not  like your worthless treating.
inko: n-no *sob* i promise! ill treat you however you like to b-be t-treated! h-hisashi! p-please dont leave me!
hisashi: go take care of that thing over there! and LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!

he was pointing at me while naming 'thing'. i was only 5 so i didnt understand what  was going on.

Izumi: no! momma dont cry! daddy loves mommy!  dadda goes away then comes back! like always! right dadda?!

hisashi: go you waste of space! 

i was still not understanding what was happening. i didnt even know what waste of space meant. so i waked over to him, and hogged him. my 5 year old brain though this was gonna make things better.

big mistake.

he hit me hard. so hard i flew to the wall,and my head hit the wall

izumi: OW dadda, th-that hurt, m-momma! th-theres blood! 

and thats when he left, mom stared at me, with disgust.

Inko: THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT! 

after that she started drinking and hitting me non stop almost everyday.

*Flashback end*

i had school, so i went, only to be greeted by another punch. who's was it? it was kacchan's ofcourse. i didnt mind him hitting me, all i felt around him was happiness. he was my best friend and crush after all. right?

Katsuki: damn deku. why do you always keep showing up?! your worthless ass doesnt even know how to show up early huh?!

he was right, i was late. since he was my best friend, i always told him about what was going on at home, so he pretty much knew everything.