Lost

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So many things were going thro my head I couldn't stand it I needed my life back togethor I couldn't bare knowing that max is in jail an I started this whole crap why were we born if we are just nothing but but just people who can't control there life why were we put on this planet!? Then cal walked into the room
"Hey is everything ok?"
"No CALUM it's not" I said running my fingers thro my hair
"Wats the matter?" He sat next to me on my bed with his arm wrapped around my shoulders
"I miss u ok I miss my brother my life is messed up! Why were we put on this planet?"

"Well idk but this is all a mistake an we can learn from those mistakes some people don't learn from those mistakes but most people learn from them an U can get thro this"

"Cal idk"
"Trust me baby" then he kissed my cheek then I smiled an rember what max said

"U can get back with CALUM it's ok he's a good boy" then I cried an called CALUM

"CALUM!" Then he rushed back into the room
"Yes! Is everything ok" then eh grabbed my wrist to make sure I didn't cut CUZ he knew I do that when I'm depressed then I slid my wrist out of his hands

"CALUM calm down im fine but I wanted to kno if u want to give us a second chance since max is ok with us" his face lit up brighter than the sun then he hugged me an picked me up
"Yes yes of course!" He picked me up an kissed me then slowly put me down as we was kissing

"Ily CALUM" I moaned on his lips

"Ily to alexis"

Ashtons pov.
I was peeking thro the door to alexis's room an my heart broke into pieces I wasn't gonna have my chance with her she was to deep in love with CALUM maybe I should just move on then MICHAEL put his hand on my shoulder

"Sorry man" then he frowned
"It's ok maybe it's time for me to move on"
"Maybe it is" summer said next to me then she took my hand an took me to her room with MICHAEL

"Why am I going in the room with U n MICHAEL"

"So we can talk LUKES there an so is nath" MICHAEL said

"Talk about what?"

"Having alexis in the band Duh!"

"Oh alright" i Shrugged my shoulders an smiled then summer stopped in front of her door as MICHAEL went in the room an closed it not noticing he's leaving his girlfriend with me wich wasn't bad I just don't like to be left alone with someone's girlfriend expacially when they can think im flirting

"Ash U have the most cutest smile ever"

"Aw thank u I get told that a lot"

"Have they ever told U that I have a crush on U" I smiled but then stopped an stared at her

"Um what?'
"I don't like MICHAEL I actually like U I realized that the first time I saw U" my heart stopped I was so confused CUZ she was cute but I didint like her but at the same time wondering how can she do this to my own HOMIE?

"Summer UR a sweet girl but I can't have U I love someone an mikey extremely loved U U can't do this to him"

"Ik Ik maybe I'll break up with him for U"

"I'm sorry summer but no I have feelings for someone else"

"Ugh fine but Ik one day it will happen" she winked an then we enterd the room

"So guys what do u think of LEXI joining the band?" Luke said with his face all happy an shit

"I'm down with it that girl is like my life I love her she's amazing an she's an amazing singer slash guitarist"

"I'm down with it too like having a girl in the band is amazing I think she will improve our band" luke shrugged his shoulders an smiled

"Woah guys UR band is amaizng even with out her"

"Huh?" I asked summer

"I don't mean that ina bad way I mean like if she joins UR band will be great anyway but with or without her UR band is amazing"

"Oh" I stared her down becuz now I was thinking if she now hates a,exis since she's not getting attention maybe she's an attention seeker

"I'm cool with it I love LEXI she's an amazing girl an I love the way she comes to me for advice I feel like a big bro to her" I said to the boys in confidence

"Yea we all kno that LEXI lover" MICHAEL said rolling his eyes playfully

"Shut up mikey!" I thro my shoe at him then cal walked in alone

"Hey cal what do u think of LEXI joining the band?"

"It will be amazing were back together but besides that I think it will be great!" He smiled like never before then I leaned against the wall with my arms crossed an my head leaned back

"What's wrong ash?" Cal asked confused

"Nothing cal" then I walked out the room to see LEXI
I knocked on her door then she opened she had on black skinny jeans black converses a shirt that had black x,s on the sleeves cutting down to her elbows then her brown an blonde blue hair straight down with her black Los santos from grant theft auto snap back an her iPhone

"Woah beautiful were U going" I smiled

"To meet up with Tom to se max"

"Oh ok um...I heard UR back with cal is that tru?" Then she smiled

"Yea" then my heart broke then I just simply said

"Oh well U be careful missy an btw I was wondering if u wanna hang tommrow?"

"Of course ash I would like some alone time with U in the park or ina cute resturant then the park idk whatever U wanna do" then she winked an walked out the door with her hips swaying an her butt swaying with her hips then she turned back an looked at me an winked again then walked out my heart was thumping I can't BELIVE she wants some alone time with me!.

Alexis pov.
I was ready for the little date tommrow but only as friends then I saw toms car in the front

"Alexis hurry up get in the car!" He yelled rolling the window down I got close to the car an got in an looked at him an asked

"why ima rush?"

"My tires are flat an I have to hurry to a gash station to put in some damn air"

"Haha ok"

{skip car ride}

We arrived in the jail asking for max but then we got some bad news they said max got stabbed in the heart I bursted down crying TOM caught me from falling in the floor

"Lexi it's ok"

"TOM ITS NOT OK I LOST MY BROTHER!" I cried on the floor then security guard showed me the body I leaned down on MAXS body hugging him an kissed his cold cheek

"Ily max" I whisperd in his ear hoping for him to wake up but it was tru he died max cried to then put his hand on MAXS stomach

"Ily man idk what I'll do without U ily max bro were gonna miss U" then we left TOM took me back home I ran upstairs to my room bursting in tears then luke saw me an knocked on my door

"LEXI is everything ok?"

"Max died!" He gasped an I felt his back slam against the door sliding down an I hear tears coming from him then I opend the door an he stood up an hugged me we fell to the floor an we hugged as we were on our knees

"I'm so sorry LEXI"

"It's ok but why are u crying?"

"CUZ I actually knew him I use to visit him always in the jail cell we were like brow but now he's gone an the last time U saw him was the 2nd day he was in jail" then I cried deep in his arms then EVEYONE was in my room then CALUM took me

"Wth happend!?" Luke stutterd

"Ma-ma-max died" then everyone gasped

"I'm so sorry LEXI" MICHAEL said almost crying everyone had a group huddle then cal an I slept our tears away.

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