Show Me You Care {A Harry Styles Fanfic} **on hold**

Chapter 10:

"How about this?" I ask Harry stepping out of the dressing room.

"El...?" He asks staring straight at my boobs.

"Harry!" I scream.

He gives me a cheeky smile, and I turn to change and make a mental note to buy the dress. My phone buzzes in my jeans on the floor. I bend down and pull out of the pile of my clothes. I click the twitter notification and the website pops open.

@jenna_lea_tiers: @ellie_daye ugly people don't deserve hot boyfriends.

I stare at the tweet for a moment before looking up at myself in the mirror. Who do you think you are Ellie? I run my hand through my hair and let the tear on the rim of my eye fall down my cheek.

I take the dress off and change back into my clothes, I leave the dress in the dressing room, not wanting it anymore.

"Hold on let me do something." I mumble to Harry who is standing at the door to the store.

@ellie_daye what if I told you I listened to your rude tweets to me? calling me fat and ugly? What if I told you I listened so much I've stopped eating at times...would you listen?

I hit the send button and slip the phone into my pocket. Harry smiles at me and I just look at him. We sit on the bench outside the store and Harry plays a game on his phone.

@jenna_lea_tiers: @ellie_daye fatty fatty fatty fatty fatty. why don't you stop eating and die?

@ellie_daye: @jenna_lea_tiers do you not understand that hating me and telling me to die isn't going to make Harry like you?

My phone buzzes almost immediately.

@harry_styles: @ellie_daye what if I told you, you were beautiful?

@ellie_daye: @harry_styles I'd tell you I didn't believe you.

@jenna_lea_tiers: @ellie_daye I still hate you.

@harry_styles: @jenna_lea_tiers is this what you want? me to tweet you. fine..here you go. you're awful..leave my girlfriend alone. @ellie_daye

I look up at Harry and he smiles at me.

"Don't listen to her." He says and smiles at me.

I love him and he's the best, but I don't feel like he knows what's really going inside of me..all of the mixed emotions I'm feeling...it's not fair to be angry at him about it either.

"Harry do you think this is right?" I ask him breaking the silence.

"What is right?" He asks looking at me.

"This..this relationship?"

"What are you talking about Ellie? Why wouldn't this be right?" he asks growing angry.

"I'm weak..and insecure..and I obviously can't handle the hate your fans give me Harry! sometimes I don't think it's right to be dating someone I can't appreciate...I don't know." I say looking into his green eyes.

"Do you want to break up?" he asks me even more angry now.

"Maybe." I whisper.

"Alright...it's over..happy now? feel better?" he says as he stands up and walks away.

My heart snaps in half, what did I just do? I look up to see him walking back to me.

"And don't come and try to fix things later..it's over forever Ellie...I'm done." He says and stomps away again.

I feel a tear fall from my eyes, and then another one, and then two more and before I know it they are streaming down my face. I run across the mall to the bathroom and lock myself in one of the empty stalls. I pull out my phone and call Zayn..I don't know why..I just do.

"Hello?" I hear his deep voice say, he sounds as if he has just woken up.

"Zayn. Can you erm..come to the mall downtown? I kind of need a ride." I say trying my best not to sound like I was crying.

"Of course..I'm on my way..is everything alright?" he asks worried.

"No." I say and hang up so I can finish the sob I've already started.

Thirty minutes pass before he finally arrives, he somehow knows I'm in the bathroom and knocks on the stall door.

"Ellie? love..let me in." he says.

I stand up and slide the lock letting him in.

"What happened?" he asks seeing my red and swollen eyes.

"Harry and I broke up." I whisper and start another round of sobs.

He pulls me into a hug, letting me cry on his shoulder. He rubs my back to comfort me, and it works. I finally stop crying and I look at him.

"Lets go..I'll take you anywhere you want to go." He whispers.

"Zayn?" I ask as he turns around.

"What?"

"I-uhm-thank you...for erm coming." I whisper.

He walks back over to me and stares at me, his chocolate eyes studying my face. He slowly leans in and kisses me on the lips, I don't have time to react before I start to kiss him back. He pulls away slowly and I must have a look of sheer panic on my face because his face immediately turns hard.

"I'm sorry Ellie..that was wrong...lets go." He says and turns and walks out of the bathroom.

I stand frozen in the stall..having no idea what just happened..only one question echoes in my head.

Did I like that?

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really short..I don't even know what to think about it..omg. like what just happened? what possessed me to type that? oh god.

WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN?!?!

-Savannah.xx