My Boys (Smut Book)

🔪"Namjoon, I'm sorry"🔪

A/n: at this just enjoy y/ns thought commentary which is in italics😂

I straddled his lap and placed my hands on his shoulders. Its not something I'm use to but I love it. I felt his hands rub up and down on my waist slowly going to my ass. Where he placed a hard smack. I squealed and tried to move away from his hand, but he brought my face close to his.

"Baby you made a mistake coming here. We're more dangerous and crazy than you know. Sooner or later you'll find that out." He whispered. Then softly kissed me.

Yeah I'm getting that

When he pulled away he went back to the cold stare he had before, and it sent shivers down my spine.

He grabbed my thighs and started to stand up. I wrapped my arms around his neck so I dont fall. Then he set me down.

"Be up by 11, don't be late." Then he walked away, leaving me standing there alone.

The rest of the day went by uneventful and we all to short naps. I listened to namjoon and I was up and ready by 11.

I was now sitting in a van, anxious about my part in someone's death. I was in a tight fitting red dress that fit my curves perfectly, makeup to match it, and shoes that I can barely walk in.

"Don't be afraid you'll do fine" Jungkook tried to reassure me.

"Says the one who does this daily" I snapped at him.

"Jeez I was just trying to help you feel better." He turned away from me.

"Jungkook im sorry, I'm just scared that i'll mess up " I scooted  closer to him.

He glanced at me quickly, then sighed and wrapped his arm around my waist, and pulled me closer. I responded by hugging his waist.

"You'll be fine." He said.

"We're here" namjoon pointed out as the van came to a short stop.

I looked out of the window, to see a forest and that we were parked on the side if the road.

"ok so Y/N you know your part, you go in there, find and seduce the target and lead him out back. When you get into the club, take in your surroundings. Ok?" Namjoon asked me.

"Ok" i replied.

"Good girl, here" he handed me a knife. " if things don't go the way we planned, stab him. Your protection means more than some information."

I nodded.

"We'll drop you off and then hide out, out back." Jin who is driving said.

They did exactly that. They dropped me off and drove off. I walked into the bar trying to find the guy, his name was taeyong. After scanning the room I find him sitting at the bar, with girls surrounding him.

I walk to the opposite side of the bar and sat down.

"Hello, can I get you a drink?" A lady with short black hair, round face, big doe eyes, button nose, and bunny ears. Asked me. She had a cute voice.

I ordered a coke, and paid for it with the little money Namjoon gave me.

As I was sipping my drink, I felt someones eyes on me, I look up, and its the guy I'm supposed to lead out.

When we locked eyes I immediately looked away. A few seconds later someone tapped on my shoulder. I looked over and its him.

"Hey, I couldn't help but notice someone with such a nice body."

Ew, gross

"Thanks? I guess" I say with a sarcastic voice.

"Ah sarcasm, you gotta love it." I laughs out.

"Fuck boys you gotta love em" i reply.

"well young lady, whats your name?" He asks

"Im...aleece" i make up and fake name. " what's yours?"

"Im mark" he states. "would you like to dance?" He asks.

"Sure, but let me finish my drink first." I turn around a gulp down what was left of my drink, which wasn't a lot. "Now I'm ready"

He leads me to the dance floor. He grabbed me by the hips and we started to sway our bodies.

After a little bit I was full on dancing but I started getting a little dizzy and warm, I started to stumble and i felt myself being pulled away from the dance floor. My surroundings changed, as I was pulled out my the club, and shoved against a wall.

"I know what you're up too, baby. My group and I dont stand for it." He whispers in my ear.

I try and grab my knife but I dont feel it.

"Are you looking for this?" He hold up the knife that namjoon gave me. "Wheres your group, hmm, did they leave you?"

I takes one of my arms and I'm so drowsy I can't even contemplate whats happening. I felt a huge pain in my right arm and warm liquid running down my arm.

It brought me back to reality. I look at him with bright red eyes.

I glared at him and he started screaming in pain. I snapped out of whatever trance I was in when I heard a voice.

"Y/n?"

I look over and see the boys standing there. I immediately calm down my eyes changing color again.

"Namjoon, I don't know what i did." I stumble over to them out of breath "Im sorry."

I was roughly yanked over to yoongi who look me dead in the eye and said. " you're not because you're useless, and a slut. That no one needs around. They just use you because your an easy target." My eyes start to tear up at his words, but the next word he says make me burst out in tears. "no wonder your parents hate you so much, you're a mistake and you make everyone's life more difficult. Go to the van and think about what you did, we will punish you accordingly."

Bitch

I nod and do the walk of shame all the way to the van. My arm is still Is bleeding but I can't really feel it anymore. As i get to the van I think fast to try and stop the bleeding.

My solution was to take off my dress, leaving me only in my undergarments. I turned it inside out, and wrapped it around my arm. I opened the van and got inside, I climbed all the way into the back of it. I found a blanket back there that was folded up and I wrapped that around me.

I hope this doesn't Mr. someone pissed in my cereal, even more mad.

I laid down and waited for them and I ended up falling asleep. I woke up a room, I got up and went to the door. I went to open the door with my hurt arm. Only to see that it has completely healed. Not even a scar was there.

I remember the events from earlier and yoongi's words. I opened the door, and walked to the living room where everyone was. They all looked at me, they stared me down as if I was prey.

They looked at my arm and their eyes widen.

"How did you heal yourself?" Taehyung asked.

"I thought one of you did it" my voice came out dry and raspy.