Bloody Tears

Bloody Tears - 4 -

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Sugawara Koushi's POV

I didn't know how but i knew i was asleep, it felt so real, so i stood up from a chair i was just sitting on and walked a blank white empty room, I couldn't help but wonder why i was there, i always imagined my dreams were telling me something, looked at the distance and my pace became faster as i went towards the bright light, i saw them, i saw Hinata, Kiyoko, Kageyama, Asahi, Noya, Ennoshita, Even tsukkishima crying in front of something, everyone was there as i went closer i asked them.

" Guys? What are you doing here? " I asked them but no one responded

I shook their shoulders, no response it was like they couldn't feel me, hear me, it pained me, As i walked even closer wondering what they were crying about, It shocked me, i didn't believe it, i saw myself, in a casket. Lying there.

As i looked at all of them they were all slowly dissappearing, i couldn't take it, i was the one with the illness, why did it feel like they're were the ones leaving me?

Somehow, daichi appeared in front of me, caressing my cheek, drying my tears, all of a sudden i said something, something i didn't understand, however he did.

" I know, im sorry. Im sorry this happened to you koushi " He spoke to me softly, he used a tone i never heard before

" How come you see and hear me? But the others don't? " I said to him attempting to hold back tears that were forming

" I have to tell you quick, go to karasuno. Tell the team about bloody tears. " He said seriously, losing the soft tone from before in a second

" I'll try " I responded to him, as i felt myself fading away little by little, seeing him smile. Then i woke up.

" Weird dream " I thought to myself, questioning if i should tell the team before I'm gone

I sighed at the thought, then took a piece of paper from the desk, and wrote a small letter to the team, in case i didn't have any time left to tell them myself.

As i finished writting i put my signature on the right bottom corner of the paper, folding it into half, and putting it in an envelope i found earlier.
I wrote another letter, just for daichi, one him and i could only understand, i set my signature and put a small music note and a heart right beside it.

Looking at the time it was 3:00 in the morning
Remembering what i texted daichi, layed on my back staring at my hospital ceiling, hoping that i would live another year. But then again i already accepted it, i knew i was done for at the age of 5

- Flashback -

" Mommy! What's bloody tears? " I unknowingly asked my mother, seeing her cry i didn't know what to do

" Mommy? " I called out to her again and again, still waiting for a response but never had one, she was instead talking to a male in a white coat, he was formal, he looked nice, i wonder where he was now

" What? " I said to myself alone in my room, snapping out of my memory a long time ago when i was, possibly in preschool

I ignored it and tried to go back to sleep once again, trying to forget my last "dream" or whatever that was. And just like that before i knew it, as i closed my eyes i fell into a dreamless sleep.

- Earlier that day -

" Kiyoko! Asahi! Why was Daichi in such a hurry? " Nishinoya asked the two, third years

" We don't know, i believe it's important.. " Kiyoko said with maturity, trying to think of something to change the subject

" Ok then! Tanaka!! Want to go buy more food?! " Nishinoya responded to Kiyoko, then immediately starting a conversation with Tanaka

" I wonder how Suga-san is doing " Hinata asked playing around with his used chopsticks

Everyone looked at him in disbelief, a first time hinata wasn't so energetic, he was blank, almost emotionless, everyone noticed how sad he was seeing suga looking so fragile, hinata made him his role model, seeing him like that made him break, showing a side no one saw before.

Even tsukkishima was somewhat worried about the red-headed middle blocker, kageyama even stopped calling him boke for the rest of the day started referring to him as shoyo

" Hey shoyo, you're done eating right? " Kageyama said to the oldest first year on the team with a small smile suga taught him

" yeah.. " Hinata said, responding slowly to kageyama with a visible frown, his bright and happy aura gone for the past hours

Everyone at the same table, pitted the first year seeing him so unhappy, who knew suga's illness could damage hinata as much, as it hurt suga
Everyone was thinking the same thing, that small response hinata gave kageyama was depressing, the schools "sunshine" was loosing his light.

" Hinata, kageyama why don't you practice in the gym for a while? Daichi actually left it open " Kiyoko said with tears formed in her eyes, trying to cheer him up, at the same time changing the subject

Hinata looked at Kiyoko with his smile, but not the one that earned him his every own title everyone in the school gave him it wasn't, a bright sunny smile that could blind you, it was a soft, eyed squinted smile

Kiyoko smiled back at him, slowly nodding her head like she knew he was about to ask permission, like they knew it, a small spark brightened his brown eyes, everyone was now relaxed, having the sight of hinata not sulking so much, even Tsukkishima sighed at what just happened

Hinata was dragging Kageyama by the wrist almost begging him to practice their infamous quick attack they used, in some of their official games.

Kageyama didn't care he was being dragged by a red headed middle blocker, he smiled at him making him realise Hinata had feelings too. He swore to try and not make him sad like what happened minutes ago. Hinata acting like nothing even happened.