Bloody Tears

Bloody Tears - 5 -

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Daichi sawamura's POV

I sat up, and checked my phone wondering what time it was, seeing the clock it was already 2:00 in the morning, i sighed to myself questioning why i was still awake along with school the next few hours

" Should i text koushi? " I ask to myself, staring at
My phone on the desk

" No, he might be asleep " I said answering my own question, which made me chuckle

As i layed back on my side, closing my eyes, i still couldn't sleep as i remembered the illness "Bloody Tears" that suga is expirencing right now.

And i couldn't help but see hinata's tears forming in his eyes earlier in the gym, it made me so helpless, if only i could just tell him, tell the whole team. But that isn't my choice it's suga's so I'll respect his privacy as i only knew cause i was listening to their conversation.

- flashback to a few years ago -

" Bye suga! " I said so happily, saying my goodbye to the setter

" Bye daichi! See you tomorrow! " He said smiling so brightly, despite knowing he has such a deadly illness

As i cleaned the gym with the new first year manager kiyoko shimizu, she was kind of..cute, pretty and she was really nice and independent it was a nice change.

" I think we're done here " She said in a soft and gentle voice as we locked the gym doors i asked her

" Do you want me to carry that? It looks heavy " I asked the new manager, waiting for a response

" No thank you, i got it " She said so confidently, i could even fall for her, it was bad enough she was pretty, but she's so kind too.

" I see, i don't have to worry then see you tomorrow Kiyoko! " I said running the other way she was walking, receiving a smile from her

As i ran, i saw someone it was suga he was with someone, most likely his mom so i hid from them trying to prevent them from seeing me, covering my mouth to cancel out the volume of my panting as i listened to their conversation

" Did you tell anyone about bloody tears? " The woman asked suga who just nodded a no

I was pretty surprised seeing him so quiet, he didn't even say a word, just a simple nod.

" What's bloody tears? " Thinking to myself, so they wouldn't hear me

" I'll be back ok? " She said to suga, walking to an empty space probably behind the school leaving suga sitting on a bench

" Hey suga? What's bloody tears? " I softly asked, walking up to him, seeing him fiddling with his fingers

" Daichi? It's..my illness.. " He said to me, trying to speak

" You're illness? " I asked him, an see him looking behind me to see if his, mother was there

" Bloody tears is.. " He said to me, continuing to explain the illness to me, his eyes formed tears but immediately wiped them

I sat next to him on the bench, stunned at his words, it was quiet, you could hear the cold breeze hitting us. It was awkward until i said something

" I'm sorry suga " I said to him, feeling my eyes start to form tears

" Sorry? For what? " He asked me smiling, and laughing at my unnecessary apology

" It's not like your fault! I was born with it " He said trying not to be loud, slightly covering his mouth

As we heard his mother's footsteps we just smiled attempting to not be so suspicious to her

" Koushi? who may this be, is he your friend? " She asked with a soft voice, looking at suga and i squinting a bit

" Yep! This is daichi, a first year like me! " He said answering his mother's question

" Nice to meet you daichi! Thank yoy for being his friend, koushi let's go home " She thanked me and called out to suga to walk down the small hill going home

" Of course! Bye! " I responded, waving back at them, bloody tears still at the back of my head

" I forgot i had a small crush on shimizu " I said, laughing at my younger self liking the now matured and beautiful karasuno manager

" I can't believe we'll be graduating soon, time moves so fast.. " I said a little dissatisfied, wanting to see the new crows fly higher

" And they'll be third years in no time, I can't wait " Thinking about the current second and first years

I didn't even happen yet and I'm already so proud of them..
I closed my eyes imaging them as third years, seeing a future of them still loving and doing volleyball, who knows maybe tsukkishima would be on a team someday..and kagegama and hinata? They'll be unstoppable.
Smiling one last time as i was finally able to sleep.