Pavitra Rishta under Krishna

Ankita Lokhande Pov

Well, I planned to write one of Ankita di pov later but a reader wants me to write it. So it is for you. You will not get a detailed information but her feelings for these 2 months.....
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What?.... Why did such a Sunday turned into a nightmare? Sushant did suicide? But he can never.... He was depressed?.... But I need to leave for his house... I have to see him one last time....

But did he forget when I said that Don't feel alone... I am always in your heart, in your life.... Did he forget it while leaving me? Leaving us?  I have become a mess....

I remember when the call came.... And this news made me feel like I lost everything. God really took him away. I really at that moment wanted to bang my head against the wall so hard but I don't know how... Rather can't... Something stopped me and I realised I have to go there again... To feel his presence...... One last time

I want to go there... But I can't... My tears will fail to stop themselves. My appetite is lost, I started having dark circles... Like I said... I'm a mess... I'm a loser...

Almost a month passed. I detached myself for this one month. I visited papa, didi.... I just don't know what to say ... He looks so broken. But as the days are passing, more and more information are upcoming. I lit a diya for him.... And posted it on Instagram. God's child.... He is...

And everything starts going down hill. The whole country is crying. Everyone. Every single hearty being is. Till now I saw such a procession when Sridevi died.... But this is not what I expected. When Sridevi died, her stardom, fandom was maintained.... But... When Guggu left us alone.... Everybody is crying. I knew he had a big heart where everyone has a place but I never thought that his big heart stole so many hearts.... Even nature is crying... Every anger... Sadness... Everything... Shows us that... No matter how big a personality you are in bollywood.... You couldn't do what he has done... He bought the India together... Crying, fighting and trying together... To make sure his case is solved... He left everyone crying.... Just... Crying...

Well... His last memory which is to be kept now is released today. I am watching this and feeling like it is so much more like his family... Manny left Kizie with a song.... Sushant left Ankita with a shock... A shock... And his first serial.... I talked with the whole team of Pavitra Rishta... And guess what?
His Pavitra Rishta is incomplete....

I don't know... I gave the interview to Arnab Sir... Hats off to him... While most reporters will be there to the bollywood biggies, after their money... He is after his justice. I said everything I needed to say... And I revived every memory I had... All over again... Living with him again... Maybe... This last time... For I believe it is going to be busy..

As expected... It is really busy. Ganesh chaturthi.... Rakhi.. It is void, empty... Shweta didi's post is.... All I want is his justice and if you ask me why not peace before anything else..... For he is more peaceful than the lake itself.... He has a calm but hyper soul .... Loving... But he deserves love... Lots of it  ....

I can just sit and think about it and sometimes blame me for.... Not being there with him.... I should have been there... All my Karva Chauth has become helpful... He should be happy, now when ever I see ice cream I sed him, his smile.... Where ever the Tom and Jerry theme starts.. I search for him.... And when ever I see Rhea... I just want to cry and cry.....

But after all this I feel like something is left.... Still left....

Rhea showed his CHHICHHORE label bottle so easily saying that it is the only property she got ... Fool... She at least has it... Where I just have his memories only... Not even the bottle of his dear films
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The case is taking drastic changes... CBI enquiry was demanded and started.... And for the first time I saw Arnab God smile...

And hence from there everyone knew.... Arnab Sir is not fight it for a justice of a star... He is fighting for the member of his family called India... Who is lost forever.....

I am praying for you Guggu.... I hope something really comes up to me...

I will wait for your presence....

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Ok... Everybody I need your feelings... So please respond to these 2 youtube videos.... These are the 2 videos which can make you smile and cry too... So everyone please tell me how you feel after seeing the video.. Maybe you have... Maybe you haven't... But still once see it and say me.
I have put Ankita Lokhande interview too.... If you want to see it then go for it....
And do watch the rest 2 video too... I am saying I don't own them... It belongs to their rightful owner..

This is the first video... And

This is the other one... It was posted before this murder theories started opening up.

And guys please please please do let me know about your feelings.... Honestly... For I wrote this whole chapter after watching these 2 videos only so it might be a bit.... Unnecessary....
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