Damage Is Done

D.I.D #3

A/N: 

I'm really sorry for the very, very, and very slow update. First, Na mental block lang po talaga and Second, responsibilities and obligations from school and also from home keeps me busy all the time. 

I can't promise to give you a fixed date for the next update but what I can only promise is that I will really end this story so please bear with me. 

Votes and Comments is much appreciated. Thanksss in advance. 

Happy reading, readers.  

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Melissa's POV

"Dear my dear Self,

How are you, now?

Can you still go on?

I know it's already tiring and exhausting but don't give up. 

It's still not worth it.

It's not worth giving up. 

Just keep fighting and fighting.

One day, you realized you already succeeded and finish your journey.

Just... just... just don't give up."

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I read my writings for the second time around before I closed my notebook or what I shall say my "diary notebook".

I lay down to my single size bed and try to remember the previous years that were bygone without me noticing.

The starting of my junior high years up to my 3rd year or now called as Grade 9 were something that are NOT what I imagined.

It's the total opposite. 

I imagine my junior high years to be less pressure, stress- free, less struggles and perhaps, maybe a liitle bit easier compared to my elementary years.

Yes. Just a liitle bit,.. but it didn't.

And it's kinda dissappointing. Argh.

My Junior High years is full of a "not- worth- it - to- mention- things" except that after that "it's- just- a -luck" incident, I became a smart sass in our class, like what the F... nobody believes me, that I just got lucky that day!

Then, okay fine.

"No problem, Can't force them"

That's what I thought, but then not what you always thought is always right, right?

Everytime we are being grouped and be given a group task and project, they always passed me the title, as the leader of the group.

And to say that to be leader of the group is you have all the workloads of the group that should have been divided on the members, like WTF!

"WHAT'S THE PURPOSE OF HAVING A GROUP TASK, IF IT STILL WORK AND DONE BY ONLY ONE PERSON?!" I shouted on top of my lungs, but then, nothing came out to my mouth, then realized.. I just did it only on my mind. Tsk.