Namjoon
What is temptation?
Why is there negativity?
Why do we need to suffer?
Why do we need to survive?
He's all alone, still thinking the life he had. Notions that filled his mind. Desires that he wanted, even in a depraved way.
He used to be tentative on everything. Making out things that'll be gratifying to everyone.
But he failed something.
He failed saving those boys.
He tried to, but they're already cradled by they're own misdemeanor.
"you need to survive"
That's it. He needed to endure everything he's going through. His strain, depression, anxiety, frustrations, all of them.
It became his fear. He had been afraid watching their torments and failing at helping them.
He can't bear this anymore. The suffering they had, the pain the boys carry that made them descend to pitch black darkness.
So he joined them, now succumbed on the tempting arms of noxious negativity.
He gave up.
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𝑫𝑬𝑪𝑰𝑺𝑰𝑶𝑵 • BTS
FanficMy body, mind and soul, I know well they're all yours, This is a spell that will punish me. by _solhope ²⁰²⁰
