Twins

regionals

A Week Later

"Finn!" Mr.Schue exclaimed and I wake up from my own thoughts. Thoughts of Rachel of course, it's always her. She's all I think about.

"Huh?" I said confused.

"I'm asking if you have any ideas for Regionals." Mr.Schue said and I sighed.

"Nah." I said shrugging. It's been a week since Rachel and I kind of broke up and it's horrible. Really horrible. I hate it. I hate not being with her. And it's super awkward because our lockers are next to each other and I often try to talk to her but all she says is that she needs time.

Time for what? I have no idea. I can tell that she's as miserable as I am, she is not even being her bubbly self. No one understands how much in love I am with that girl. No one. She's all I think about 24/7. After I kissed her for the first time, nothing was the same. She changed my life, she changed me.

I want her back.

"How about you Rachel? Any ideas?" Mr.Schue asked her and she shakes her head as a no.

"I have an idea." Quinn said raising her hand.

"That's the spirit Quinn, tell us." Mr.Schue said.

"I can sing a duet with Finn." She said smiling looking at me.

"That's a good idea, Quinn." He said smiling.

"No, it's not." I said. "Mr.Schue I swear to God that I'll spend hours screaming just to lose my voice to not sing with her." I said and everyone laughed.

"Finn, you can't do this." Mr.Schue said.

"Or I can accidentally hit all the notes wrong on stage or forget the lyrics." I said shrugging. "Like those boys in puberty that the voice is all messed up, I can make my voice worst than that."

"Damn, you spent too much time with Rachel. That's something she would say." Puck said and everyone chuckled except for me, Rachel and Quinn of course. I look to Rachel and she was looking at me from the other side of the room and our eyes met.

I want her back.

"Why doesn't Santana get a solo?" Rachel suggested taking her sight off me. "And Quinn sings a duet with SAM, not Finn. Although I don't like to admit it, they sounded good at that duets assignment." She said looking to Mr.Schue.

"You're throwing me to the lions." Sam complained and everyone chuckled.

"Sam, don't say that." Mr.Schue scolded. "Sounds like a very good idea, Rachel. It's decided, Santana you'll get a solo and Quinn and Sam you'll sing a duet." He said.

......

A Few Weeks Later

"Can we talk?" I asked Rachel when we were in the backstage getting ready to our performance.

"Sure." She said with a small smile and closed the mascara she was putting on.

"Outside?" I asked.

"Alright." She said and we went outside, everyone was so into their own stuff that didn't even realize that we're gone.

"It's been a week." I tell her.

"I know." Rachel said looking down.

"Cmon Rach, you're sad, I can see it. Why don't we get back together already?" I asked her and she sighed.

"Because I'm scared." She admitted. "Not of you, of course. It's something else. I know I'm being selfish making you go through all of that and I also know you're probably very pissed at me. I told you a bunch of horrible stuff and broke your heart out of nowhere and you didn't deserve any of it. But it's just..."