life story of committing suicide

part 2. popping pills.

I was also know for popping pills , and trying to over dose. I thought to myself maybe just maybe I could take enough to to kill me. " take more" said the voice in my head. I did what it said , and took more. To this day I still pop pills but not as bad as I use to. I use to have my mom aka Kim buy my 4 - 6 bottles of Advil a month. I'd have at least 3 and 1/2 bottles home in 3 weeks. But I stopped after I did some research about over doseing . If you talk 6 pills in 24 hours it talks 2 mins off of your liver make more white blood cells , taking a lot of pills kills your internal organs and it gets you high that's why people pop pills. I did if for the dying part.. I thought myself and I'm like I gotta stop all this bad stuff to my body. I want to live longer than anyone in my family as ever lived. Popping pills is the worst thing you could ever do to your self. Its so bad for you..