life story of committing suicide

part 3. Smoking.

People say smokings just an addictive substance. But people use it to relax    the body and get your mind off things. But I have bad lungs I uae to smoke 2 packs a week and thats 14.00$s and 40 cigarettes , times 4 that's a lot of money and a lot of cigs. I slowly stopped smoking but k started again but not as heavy. Only about 1 cigarette a week if that. But I know a lot of people that smoke. I really hate smoking cigarettes. It's bad for the body, bad for the environment, bad for the people around you. But I never want you to start smoking to who ever is reading this. You will find something better for you'd health and body then smoking don't be like me.. I would hate myself to see someone be like me. It would hurt me to bad. I would probably start smoking again. Cu thats how I take my stress away besides cutting and popping pills. It this really hard for me to write cause. I don't want people to be like me... I don't like when I see someone smoking it makes me feel bad. Like stop your better than thatt. You can do better then that. Stoppppp!!!!