BTS x Jungkook

Panic Attack-HopeKook

There was something Jungkook never told anyone. He had very bad panic attacks. Like very bad.

If he got yelled at.

Panic attack

Bullied.

Panic attack

School, test, people.

People argued.

You guess it

Panic attack

But, see. Jungkook...tends to hide it. If he ever hears of does, or is around anything that could trigger his attacks. He would try his best to ignore, or hide from it. Sometimes he would get so close to sobbing violently, but still waited until he was alone. Until one day. The sub vocal teacher for practice was awful. Yelling at everyone for going to high or low. She got on to Taehyung for his voice cracking. Got on to Yoongi for rapping too fast. And finally got on for Jungkook...for everything. At this time Jungkook was still too shy to speak up, or defend himself. So he just watched as she yelled at him. You could see the terror in his eyes. He looked like he was gonna lose it right then and there.

V teacher: God can you do anything right?! Your more useless then the others!

Ouch

V teacher: God I don't even understand why your in a group, if you can't FUCKING SING!

Jungkook flinch a her tone.

Fuck, don't Jungkook fight it fight it!

Jin: Give him a break! He's only 15-
V teacher: DID I SAY YOU COULD TALK?! NO! SO SHUT YOUR DAMN TRAP!
Yoongi: Why you mother-

The three of them started arguing even louder. Jungkook was starting to shake.

Fuck! Somebody anybody HELP ME!

The smallest noise came out of Jungkook mouth. Making everyone stop what they were doing. They look at him, Jungkook started shaking even more tears run down his face. He didn't know what to do. So he ran out the door. He didn't look back until he felt something grab his hand he spon around looking for who it was. Hoseok.

Jungkook fell backwards hitting the floor making Hoseok fall with him. Hoseok was now looking a scared maknae. He got up pulling Jungkook to the wall.

Hoseok: Jungkook are you ok?

Jungkook couldn't breath he couldn't move. His breath was picking up. His eyes were trying to focus but couldn't.

Hoseok got the memo. He pulled Jungkook to his chest. Jungkook gripping on his shirt.

Hoseok: Try to slow down your breath. Listen to my heart beat. Listen.

It took about 20 seconds before Jungkook actually tried to calm down. Hoseok brushes the back of his hair, holding his left hand. Letting Jungkook squeeze it.

Hoseok: Shhhh it's ok.
Jungkook: H-Hyung.
Hoseok: I know I know. Just try listening ok. Listen to every beat.

A few more minutes go by. Jungkook finally calms down.

Hoseok: How you feel? Calmer?
Jungkook: Y-yeah.

Jungkook sat up looking at Hoseok with teary eyes. Hoseok smile, rubbing his thumb underneath his eyes, wiping the tears away. Jungkook only frowns.

Hoseok: I wish you told me you had bad panic attacks...or none of this would have happened.
Jungkook: I...I didn't want to bother anyone with my problems.
Hoseok: But, you wouldn't of have baby. We all have problems. Jimin has an eating disorder, Tae is afraid he won't be good enough, Namjoon is afraid to show his own problems without help, Yoongi doesn't want to show sadness or fear, and Jin doesn't want to ask anyone for help because he's the oldest.
Jungkook:...what about you...?

Hoseok chuckles.

Hoseok: I'm afraid.
Jungkook:...a-afraid?
Hoseok: Well, of losing my hope. I know it's cringy. But, I'm afraid to lose that. Because I know. Once I lose that...I lose everything else...like you.

Jungkook looks at Hoseok. Thankfully no one was around. Hoseok pulls Jungkook face to his lips. Slowly but surely the lips combined. Hoseok pressed against Jungkook's lip, only letting Jungkook kiss back.

Yoongi: I see you two had fun.

There's eye shot open. Instantly moving away from each. They shot there heads up to see all 5 of the boys. Hoseok nervously smiles, while Jungkook blushes violently.

Jimin: So this is the only idea you had to calm him down?
Hoseok: Well I did my job. And he's calm.

Hoseok smirk at Jimin, which only made them laugh. Jungkook looks away from everyone trying to avoid eye contact.

Namjoon: Unless Hoseok Hyung can, we might be able to get you a therapist, and possibly medicine to help you better with the attacks.
Jungkook: O-ok t-thank y-you.
Jin: Jungkook?

Jungkook was starting to lose his breath again. Hoseok put his hand on his face moving Jungkook to look at him.

Hoseok: Breath Jungkook.
Jungkook: I don't what to do I don't know what to do I'm sorry I'm sorry!
Jin: Guys lets leave them be.
Tae: Is he having another one?
Yoongi: Come on Tae.

The boys left leaving Hoseok and Jungkook alone again.

Jungkook: I'm sorry, I didn't see them I didn't know I i I i I

Hoseok giggles a Jungkook's rant. Only to lean in for another kiss. Shocking Jungkook at first, but soon kissed back.

Hoseok pulls back.

I'll be here ok?

So you don't have to worry.

Hi. Sorry I know this story short. But, it gave me an idea for another story. So don't worry Hopekook fans they'll be back 😅😊