BTS x Jungkook

I wanna go home-Jikook

Jungkook. A 15 year old who moved away from his home about a week ago. He now lives in a house full of six other boys. Two of which where close to his age. As the others where young adults.

Jungkook has been having a ruff time fitting in. He was the youngest. You don't really expect a 15 year old to move away from home to a whole new city, new home, new life. Or at least Jungkook wasn't expecting it to be too hard.

Sure he knew it was gonna be ruff. But, compared to what he's been going through from the last few days.

He's terrified of the future.

The new school was terrible.
The company was pushy, and sometimes rude.
Always stressing out.
Has very bad anxiety.
And, couldn't really say what he feels or wants...

Because he's scared.

Jungkook laid in bed crying into his pillow. His missed his eomma, and appa. He missed his brother and the fun moments they had together.

He missed he's old friends, and cousins. He even missed his old teachers, and therapist.

He released most of the stress from today into the soft fabric, as it dampen. He was too scared to ask for cuddles, or help from his hyungs. Afraid they'll say suck it up. Or your 15 grow up. But, he couldn't.

He just couldn't.

Jungkook looks at his clock showing 8:26am. He rubbed away he tears. As they stained his cheeks. His eyes and nose, were red and swollen. He felt cold, but sweaty at the same time.

He didn't feel like moving at all. Just laying there was enough for him.

He jumps slightly as he heard the door open up. Revealing Jimin. Who looked all happy.

Jimin: Jungkook~Ah! Dinner almost...ready. Hey you ok?

Jungkook didn't move. He couldn't. He felt paralyzed. Jimin, walked over to him. Getting on his knees right in front of his face.

Jimin: Jungkook? Everything ok?
Jungkook:...I can't feel anything...

He doesn't get it. He just moved to wipe away his tears. But, now. It's like he was frozen.

Jimin: You can't feel anything? Are you in pain?

Jungkook didn't know what to do. More tears run down his cheeks. He couldn't shake, or nod his head.

Jungkook: I-I d-don't kn-know...I j-just fe-feel emptiness...
Jimin:...emptiness? Why is that?
Jungkook: ...I-I d-don't be-belong here...I-I want-I need to g-go home...Hyung I want to go home!

Jungkook wales as his eyes shut tightly. He grips onto the pillow sheet. Jimin, frowns deepened.

Jimin: Why do think that kook?
Jungkook:...th-the Company-a-and the school, my-my age...it's a-all too...too stressful! I-I-I miss my eomma and appa, m-my brother, and friends...I even miss my therapist! I don't even belong here...

Jimin was just shocked to here all of this. The shy maknae did have a lot to say within him. But, was afraid too.

Jimin: Oh Jungkook...yeah, the company, and going to a new school is hard. And you coming here at a young age, not knowing what to do, or see...it's stressful...and it's gonna be stressful. And I know how much you miss your friends and family. I mean it's only been a week, but i miss mine everyday. And that's normal and ok.

Jungkook only looks at him with big sad puppy eyes. Jimin moves his hand to wipes away his tears.

Jimin: But, you know what isn't ok? You hiding all of this in you. And not telling us. I didn't know you had a therapist! If I knew this, you probably wouldn't be here right now.

Jimin giggles softly, as he played with Jungkook's hair. Jungkook only blushes.

Jungkook: I-I'm sorry...I was just scared.
Jimin: Well you don't have to be anymore. I'm here know. And if you want after dinner, we can talk more about it. And maybe a little bit to the others.

Tae: Food ready!!!

Both of them jumped at Tae's excitement from outside the door. They laugh at there reactions to it.

Jimin: Come on. It's been a long week.
Jungkook: mm hm...it has. Thank you Hyung.