Forbidden Love (Sebastian x Reader)

Chapter 10: Going Back Home (Part 2)

Hey my sexy peasants!! I'm really sowyyyy for the late chapters, my ipad wanted to be all sassy and stuff, so it wouldn't let me upload the other 3 chapters I was planning for Sunday (Fuck my life...) and when I tried to upload them from my computer the chapters weren't there anymore, so I had to write them all over again :C but here is one of the chapters that I could rewrite! Sorry for any mistake or misspelled word. Sooo oooooooooon with the storyyyyyyyyy!!!!!! *flies away with flying mint bunny*

~Sebastian's POV~

While arranging my masters and lady (y/n)'s breakfast, I couldn't help myself from thinking about her. Maybe today is the last day I would be able to see her, 'Oh please as if I cared, she's just another distraction to fulfill my masters wish. I shouldn't get involved with such incoherent thoughts' I smirked, knowing that it was only temporarily, I'm not even attracted to miss (y/n), or am I? Leaving my childish thoughts aside, I finished preparing breakfast. Gracefully walking from the kitchen to the dinning room, I found Miss (y/n) already downstairs and having a conversation with my master. I smiled lightly upon seeing her beautiful face a bit flustered and having a dashing smile while her melodic laugh filled the silent room with such melodic sound. (Even if you have the type of donkey laugh, it's still beautiful for Sebby xD)

"Good morning young master, lady (y/n) I have made for today some pancakes accompanied with warm milk with honey, I hope you enjoy it" My master dismissed me saying "Everything is fine Sebastian, why don't you help mis Emma to finish arranging the carriage?" I bowed, feeling disappointment that I won't be near miss (y/n) "Right away my lord" Before turning on my heels I took a glance of lady (y/n) seeing she was daydreaming, no taking the slight recognition of my presence, (LOL, he's angry >.<) I growled at this and left immediately to the entrance of the Household.

~TIME-SKIP TO WHEN YOU ARE LEAVING AFTER TALKING ABOUT HOW FABULOUS CIEL IS, WHILE IN HIS PRESENCE (Your POV)~

I sighed happily, knowing that I would be soon back at my house. I look back at the Phantomhive Mansion, cracking a small smile I look at the sobbing servants, a neutral looking Ciel (dunno if that's possible) and a relatively frowning Sebastian. I closed my eyes and opened them again, flashing a big smile towards all of them "I am really grateful for what you all have made for us! In behalf of Emma and mine, I wanted to say thank you" The four servants rapidly rant towards me catching me into a bear hug and spinning me around "LADY (Y/N)!! WE'RE GOING TO MISS YOU! PLEASE COME BACK ANY TIME!!" I giggled lightly while patting Finnian's hair, "I be more than pleased to return, with the consent of Ciel that is" Ciel came near me, giving me a light hug and a small smile "You are more than welcome to return, you are one of my most precious guest after all" I smiled and hugged him back.

Releasing Ciel from our short hug I looked at Sebastian, when we gazed at each other and our eyes meet, his face seemed to soften "It was nice to have you here miss (y/n)" He grabbed my gloved hand and kissed the back of it lightly "Return anytime you want, and if you need anything I'm am your faithful servant" I blushed at this and stood on my tiptoes, kissing Sebastian's cheek "Please, I see you as more than a servant, I think I consider you as a friend" He looked quite take back by what I said, but soon he smiled at me "It's nice to be considered friends of someone, thought I never had a friend" "Well now you have!"

"Please lady (y/n), we must go right now! If not we will arrive relatively late to your house, your father would get really worried!" I looked at Emma and nodded, giggling lightly I looked up at Sebastian "Take care Sebastian, I hope to see you again" "Likewise lady (y/n)" Saying our last words, I sat down in the carriage waiting for Emma to get in also with me, she sat across from me like always. Looking out the window to my right, I could see the Phantomhive Household disappearing behind the tress and open fields. I sighed and started feeling something which I wish I never felt before. Sorrow. The first time I experience it was when, Alex went missing, one of my most dreadful memories from when we were younger.

~Flashback~

Running as fast as I can, I finally bump into the tall figure of Alex. His chuckle resonating in his chest and earning a glare from me "Looks like I found you (y/n)" "Hey, it wasn't my bloody fault for the ink to fall all over your pants!!" "I know it wasn't, but still you'll be paying the price" I cringed at what he said and huffed in annoyance "If you were more organized with your stuff maybe the bootle of ink wouldn't fall over and stain your pants and my favorite chair!" He wrapped his left arm around me, leading me again inside my house, "Don't worry, I'll get your chair cleaned, besides it's not as if the chair wasn't stained already" He smiled and looked at me with a hint of mock. I growled and lightly hit his chest "haha so funny Alex, I don't kill you only because you are my friend" "And I'm the son of one of the best friends of your father, we are both bound to get along."

I walked in the house and slumped on the couch knowing Alex was right. I look up at him, trying to restrain my giggles while seeing a black spot on his brown pants, the ink stained all his upper thigh and part of his shirt, also making my favorite spot in 'my library' get ruined by the blasted ink. While looking up at him I noticed how fast 8 years go by, he was already 20 and I was 18, he looked much more grown. His brown-greenish eyes had a hint of determination and care, from being a cute and shy boy, he was now, a grown up young man. His skin was the same color of snow as it was when we first meet, his dashing smile never leaving his face. Every young woman would have thrown herself towards him, with simply charming smile, his attractive eyes and beautiful Spanish accent, who wouldn't like to be with him.

But with me it was different, after knowing his most dark secret, his flaws and perfect the perfect attitude. He was just one of the two closest friends I had. After our adventures together, like running around his dad's vineyard and staying up until late at night, receiving Spanish classes from him, I considered him as my older brother. Our attention was caught by a rather anxious person opening the door "Oh~! Here you areeee!! I've been looking for both of you!!" I cringed at the sudden yelling, looking up at my bestfriend Valeria Selwood "You don't need to be so loud Val, we were just outside" Alex chuckled at my remark and walked towards the door "Well, if you excuse me I'll see if (y/n)' smother can get me another pair of pants" Valeria looked at him suspiciously "What happened to your pants?" "Oh (y/n) knocked some ink and it landed on my pants" he gave Valeria a smirk and left.

"I know what you're going to say, and no, I didn't knocked the ink in purpose just to see him without his pants" Valeria laughed loudly and sat next to me "Aww (y/n)! You know you are perfect for each other, why don't you give him a chance? I bet he'll treat you like a princess" " I don't need to be treated like a princess, I just need to be with someone who won't caught so much attention" She nudge me with her shoulder "Ooow! You know you wish to be with him!!" I stood up and strode towards one of the bookshelves in the library "Please Val, you know I just see him as a brother, nothing else" Gently getting out my favorite book The Prophet, I grabbed it and sat again next to Valeria. "Hmmm..." "Hmmm what?" I looked up from my book and stared at her dark brown eyes "I'm going to get you together! That would be so beautiful, the most well known families finally together!" she clapped her hands together and started giggling about her plan. "I don't think we could ever-" I was cut off as the door was burst open "Lady (y/n), lady Valeria Lord Alex is missing!!"

~End of Flashback~

Feeling the warm drops of water leaving my eyes, I tried to dry them off just to realize I can't stop crying, Emma noticed this and sat next to me, knowing why I was crying "Shhh, don't worry (y/n) everything is going to be ok. He wouldn't want for you to be crying" I sniffle and buried my face in Emma's shoulder sobbing louder "I-I know, but I-I can't stop suffering over what happened, I-It feels s-so vivid!!" Emma patted my back while I let my tears flow down my cheeks, starting to feel tired I fell asleep in her arms.

(A/N)

Awwwwww shit! He's missing! Nuuuuuuuuuu, he should live!! Why is he missing?!? Would you ever see Alex again? Is he still alive? Next chapter would explain more of what happened, until then my sexy peasants!!
Bye!

~Deb