Forbidden Love (Sebastian x Reader)

Chapter 11: Going Back Home (Part 3)

OMG!!! Thanks for the reads!! I love y'all!! Thank you, thank you!! *hugs you and kisses your cheek* Thank you so much for your support!! Well, here's the other chapter I was going to upload, and I think I won't make a New Years special cuz it isn't New Years anymore, so instead I'll make another chapter just to fill in. I hope you liked the previous chapter, so ooooooooon with the storyyyyyyyy~! *lays on top of a big totoro plushie*

~Your POV~

Waking up to the sound of the carriage doors opening, I see we have arrive rather late to our Hosehold. Sitting up and rubbing my eyes, I look beside me seeing a thoughtful Emma "Is something wrong Emma?" I ask her while I rub the sleepiness from my eyes, as if snapping from a daze Ema looks at me and smiles "Oh! Nothing lady (y/n), I was just thinking on your activities from tomorrow" gazing outside the carriage window she sighs "Seems we arrived later than intended, let's expect your father isn't mad" I giggle lightly I don't think he would be bother for our tardiness"

Stepping out from the carriage I made my way towards the main doors, reaching for the handle the door was suddenly opened revealing the tall figure of your father "Why are you here so late?! I was worried about you!" Enveloping you into a hug, your father sounded dead serious and worried about you "S-Sorry father, I didn't mean to make you worried" He let go off you but kept his hands placed on your shoulders "You young lady had me worried, I didn't even get a letter announcing at what time you were going to be back!" I looked up at him, noticing his (e/c) enveloped in a feeling of worry "I-I apologize father, I didn't intend to come back late and sorry that I didn't send a letter"

He smiled lightly at me, even after years of living with him I never get tired of seeing him smile, as he would always wear a stoic expression. He was the type of man who would act serious around people he just meet but he had a soft side for his close friends and family members. He let go off my shoulders and lead me inside, feeling so much warmer in home I left a sigh of relief. "Well, you should of at least send even a small message to the company, your mother was also worried about you and Valeria was constantly coming over to see if you were already back from your visit at the Phantomhive's" I nodded and started going upstairs, feeling tired from the trip I just wanted to read a good book and go to sleep "Tomorrow at first hour I will send a letter to Valeria, I hope she isn't that worried about me" My father walking besides me nodded.

"It's alright, and tomorrow you shall tell me how was your visit at the Phantomhive's I expect Ciel to treat you like a proper lady" I giggled and kissed my fathers cheek "I promise he did, nothing bad happened, he was a proper gentelman, even his servants were friendly with me" Stopping at the top of the stairs he turned and looked at me "Hmm, I believe you are talking of Mister Michaelis, am I correct?" I was shocked with his answer but quickly hid it, "Why do you say that?" He sighed and rubbed his temple "Please, my daughter, don't get to attached with him, I've heard he is a man of lies and traps, even the same lord Phantomhive is aware of his devilish nature" I nodded slowly, trying to comprehend what he just said "I will father, don't need to worry about my well being, you have taught me well and I know the type of people who I shouldn't get involved with"

"Good, know you shall rest my child, tomorrow would be a tiring day for you" He kissed the top of my head hand left to his study, maybe to finish some work "Goodnight father" I looked down at my feet and made my way towards my room. I opened the door and closed it lightly, sitting on my bed I tried to think over what my after said about Sebastian 'Could everything be an illusion? A game he often plays? Of curse it was, who would be interested in me?' I closed my eyes trying to fight back my tears. Looking at my night stand I see the last thing I received from Alex, a new edition of The Prophet, opening the book I see my favorite chapter, the one I used to share with Alex, seeing the line of black ink bellow the lines he preferred the most of this chapter.

(This is a page of the book, in bold Alex favorites lines)

All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart.
But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure.
Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor,
Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears.
Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself.
Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;
For love is sufficient unto love.
When you love you should not say, 'God is in my heart, 'but rather, 'I am in the heart of God.'
And think not you can direct the course of love, for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.
Love has no other desire but to fulfil itself.
But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy;
To return home at eventide with gratitude;
And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.

I smile lightly and place the book again on my night stand, caressing the cover with golden letters. Getting up from my bed I go towards my wardrobe and get my night gown, changing myself I lay down on my bed and drift off to sleep having the thought of the comment my father made 'his devilish nature'. I snuggled up closed to my pillows and cover myself with the covers, just to be enveloped by the feeling of darkness and silence, surrounding my small form and taking me into a place of blessed or cursed dreams.

(A/N)
Sorry for the tardiness and the shortness of the chapter, I needed to write them again and I completely forgot what I have written before, but don't worry next chapter is longer and will explain the why I always mention this book C: Thanks again for the support, I would like some comments related to the book, if you feel that I can make sudden changes and I'll take them in consideration or any other advice you can give me! :D
Bye again!!! *gives all of you a kitten and a pikachu hoodie (I want one of this :'C)

~Deb