Me: Hey ma, can you go and tell Xiorra that i went for a ride with my car? I don't wanna talk to her right now
Mom: Sure Tia, but is everything alright between you and her?
Me: I don't wanna talk about it mom, thank you for understanding
I went upstairs and i blasted heartless from Kanye, my heart was into a million pieces.
Xiorra's pov
I've been waiting at Mattia's door for at least 5 minutes, i was about to go home but i heard some steps. Hoping it was Mattia i decided ti stay, maybe we could clear things between us.
The door was opening but sadly it wasn't Mattia, it was his mom.
Me: Hi Ms. Polibio, is Mattia home? I wanna talk to him please
His mom: No Xiorra, im sorry, he is not home he um went for a ride with Alejandro
Me: Oh, i understand..can you tell him to call me at least?
His mom: Sure i'll let him know
Me: Thank you
And i left.. i don't wanna lose Mattia bruh, he is everything i ever wanted. Is just he didn't let me explain what actually happened. I already miss him.
Mattia's pov
I got up and looked through my window to see if Xiorra left.. i sighed seeing her leaving. I got my car keys and i actually went for a ride this time. I need to clear my mind.
After a hour of driving around the city i decided to go to the lake, our place. Were we first met.. ah man this place brings up so many memories.
I decided to get out of the car and sit on the grass looking at the stars for a moment.. I remember how she used to lay her head on my chest everytime we would look at the stars.
I felt tears coming again, i miss her so much but she did me dirty. I couldn't take it anymore, it was time for me to go home, i got in the car and blasted ball w/o by 21 savage.
I got home, changed my clothes, got in my bed and fell asleep.
*a week later*
It's been a week, Xiorra kept coming to my house trying to talk to me but no one would go and open the door for her. All I did was stay in my bed and listen to music, i barely ate.
My friends tried to reach me but i declined all their calls. Everyone is worried about me but i don't feel like talking to anyone at the moment, i need to be alone.
I kept thinking about what Xiorra did to me and the image of her and Lorenzo kept replaying in my head. I can't even cry anymore, i feel numb.
Kairi's pov
Mattia's hasn't been at school since last week, he declined our calls and doesn't even reply to our texts. I never seen him like this, I miss my brother, he never felt like this about anybody, Xiorra literally destroyed him.
I'm planning on going to his house after school, i need to check on him, but im not going alone, Alejandro and the rest of the boys are coming with me. I didn't tell them yet but im going to, now.
Me: Yo Ale, lets talk about something
Alejandro: Yea bro, whats up
Me: Mattia.. he hasn't been at school since last week and you know he been declining our calls, we need to go and check on him
Alejandro: Yea..about that..I've been seeing Xiorra..i don't wanna do it
Me: BRO WHAT??YOU DID WHAT??? YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE YOU KNOW HOW MUCH HE CARES ABOUT HER
Alejandro: Yooo Olaf, calm down bruh she doesn't feel anything about me, all she talks about is Mattia and how she wants to talk to him about what happened, but you know..i'll make her forget him soon if you know what i mean
This mf got me so mad, he can't do this to Mattia, i got up, left my backpack and i pushed him. I got on top of him and i started punching the shit out of him
Me: YOU CAN'T FUCKING TO THIS TO MATTIA, HE IS YOUR FRIEND YOUR MIND IS FUCKED UP ALEJANDRO
He started bleeding but I didn't care, i kept punching him.
I felt someone trying to take me off of him
Me: Leave me the fuck alone, im not done with this asshole
I felt a familiar voice saying "Kairi get off of him, he is literally bleeding"
I turned around and it was Xiorra, i never been so mad in my life.
Me: Oh so you care about your "little boyfriend" huh? Mattia wasn't good enough to care about him as much?
Xiorra: Kai..what are you talking about..
Me: Oh shut up with this fucking bullshit you know what im talking about, you've been seeing Alejandro while Mattia stayed in his room barely eating. I don't even wanna see you anymore, don't even try to come back in his life, you literally destroyed him
I decied to skip the rest of the day and go to Mattia's house, my friend needs me. I got in my car and started driving to his house, after 30 minutes of driving i arrived there. I got out of the car and enetered his house, his mom was in the kitchen making some food.
Me: Hey Ms Polibio, can I go upstairs?
His mom: Of course you can Kai
Me: Thank you
I got in his room and it was a mess, he was having Kanye on repeat and he was just laying in his bed crying and looking at the ceiling without making any noise. My brother is so bad..i need to make him feel better.
Mattia's pov
I heard my door opening and it was Kairi, he was staying there and looking at me, i wiped my tears and i got out of my bed to dap him.
Me: Hey bro, whats up? why are u here?
Kairi: I miss you bro, i can't let you down like this..look at you, this is not Mattia that we all know
He was right, i never been like this after a break up..but Xiorra was something else, she was special.
Me: Yea don't worry, I'll be fine, thank you for visiting me tho
Kairi: C'mon stop playing, we're going out
Me: Huh??
Kairi: You heard me, we're going out, you take a shower and I'll clean this room, take your time and shave. You look like a mess
Me: I don't know what to say about this..
Kairi: There's nothing to say, just do what i said and you'll feel better. I need to get you out of this, you can't stay here forever
Me: Yea you're right, thanks bro
Kairi: No problem, anything for you
Me: Ight, I'll go and take a shower then, see you in um..a few minutes
I went and took a shower, after 45 minutes i was ready and my room was all clean. I had to pick my outfit, i decided to wear a pair of cuffed jeans, a white sweater long white socks and my adidas shoes.
When i came back in my room i stood a little and stared at the pic of me and Xiorra..fuck this shit man
Kairi: Ooo look at my boy looking all fresh and shit
Me: You already know
Kairi: C'mon bro we gotta go
Me: Alright
We hopped in the car and blasted some music by lil baby, i was feeling good after a long ass time.
We went and played soccer and basketball, i had so much fun, Kairi made sure everything is perfect, this is my bro for life i swear to god.
After playing soccer and basketball we were so tired, we decided to go to the mall and have some food, maybe watch a movie too.
Time went so fast and it was already late, it was time to go home. Today was a good day, im glad Kairi came over.
He drove me home, i dapped and thanked him for everything that he did for me. I got out of the car and I was about to get inside when I saw Xiorra getting out of Alejandro's car, this girl has no chill isn't enough that i saw her with Lorenzo, now Alejandro? Fuck this shit.
She started running to me
Xiorra: Mattia wait! PLEASE WAIT! she started yelling
I stopped walking, i just stood there in front of her, none of us said a thing. I couldn't even look at her, she ran in my arms and hugged me so tight, she started crying, i couldn't hold it back and i hugged her back.
Xiorra: I missed you so much, please let me explain Mattia, i don't feel like myself anymore. I miss you, im not myself without you.
Me: I missed you too.. i don't know how to feel about this..and seeing you with Alejandro..
Xiorra: I can explain this too..lets go inside and let me talk please..i can't live without you.
Me: Alright, lets get inside, hope you'll have a good explanation
