Remnants of a soldier(reboot)

Part....What part are we on?

Part 12? Okay then

Forsaken I have
Abandonment I have
Changed I have
Family I no longer am

All of these things happened because of my acts. No one else could have changed it but me and I allowed it to happen

Previously

Y/n:AHHHH!

Now

Y/n Pov

Y/n:AHHHHHH! MOTHER OF ALL HORSES BEHIND JESUS CHRIST THAT HURT LIKE A SUM OF A B!

Ruby:Oh my gosh I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to!

Y/n:AHHHH! Haha haha! I got you!

I pulled the knife out

Ruby:That's mean!

Y/n:But I got you though didn't I!?

I looked at my hand to see there is in fact an actual hole in it. For real this time.

Y/n:Oh crud. Yeah there is an actual hole in my hand after all.

Ruby:Are you Okay!?

Y/n:It was already there before.

Ruby:What do you mean by it was already there before!?

Y/n:Uhh....

Flashback

I tossed the knife up and caught it

Y/n: Oh, I like to flip my knife,
Flip it in the air,
Where will it land, well I really don't care,
Cuz there's blood on the knife,
There's blood on the blade,
I bet you probably think that i'm afraid
When I flip my knife once,

I tossed the knife in the air and allowed it to spin twice before catching it

Y/n: Flip my knife twice,
I flip it two times and it feels kinda nice,
But there's blood on the knife,
There's blood on the blade,
I bet you probably think that i'm afraid.
When I flip my knife once,
Flip my knife twice,

I tossed it and allowed it to flip three times before catching it

Y/n:I flip it three times, now im feared for my life,
Cuz there's blood on the knife,
There's blood on the blade,
I bet you probably think that i'm afraid.
When I flip my knife once,
Flip the knife twice,
I flip it three times,

I allowed it to flip four times before catching it

Y/n:And four thats right!
Cuz there's blood on the knife,
There's blood on the blade,
I bet you probably think that im insane...

I went to catch it but it went threw the palm of my hand

Y/n:(deep inhale)FUUUUUUUU

Flashback end

Y/n:Uhh.....

Ruby:So how did it happen?

Y/n:Nobody speaks for drunk Y/n. Nobody.

Ruby:Oh. Well I finished the hammer!

Y/n:Sweet! Can I see it!?

Ruby:Not yet.

Y/n:You're killing me. Why not?

Ruby:I'm putting some final touches to it.

Y/n:Sooo, it's not ready then.

Ruby:No it is not.

Y/n:What are the final touches?

Ruby:You'll see.