Do you know what is like to grow up with a Narcissistic Mother? let me tell you a bit about it. Narcissistic Mother teach their daughter that being love is not unconditionally, that love one given you behave how they want too. As their daughter grow up they have difficulty overcoming feelings like dissapointment, emotional emptiness, and sadness. They also have fear of abandonment that leads to a bad relationship as well as the tendency to perfection, self-criticism and also self-sabotage and frustration. I'm saying all of this because guess what! I have a narcissistic mother surprising right?! I basically grew up trying to be perfect but it was never enough. Love wasn't a topic that I was taught I had to find out on my own even using the word "I love you" was hard for me because it wasn't a word that was said in my family. When you grow up with a toxic parent you have this tremendous confusion about what love means and how it's suppossed to feel. A toxic parent those extremely unloving things to them is the name of love. They came to understand love as something chaotic, dramatic, and most of the time very painful. Most of the time we have too give up on are own dreams and desires. Obviously, that's not what love is all about. Loving behaviour balance or create feelings self-hatred. Love is not supposed to hurt.
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Life is blind
Non-FictionLife for a teenager is not all pink and rainbows it rarely is, constantly working to try to fit in the world that we call "Society" . Filled with ignorance and prejudices: As a result of ignorance,relationships become like a drug they become toxic...
