Out of my reach.

Worthless.

((WARNING. THIS CHAPTER WILL INCLUDE ACTS SUCH AS SELF HARM, ABUSE, AND SUICIDE MENTION. IF SENSITIVE TO ANY OF THE SORT PLEASE CLICK OFF))

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Nagitos POV:

I sat in my room and looked at my body, scratching at it gently as I tried to cover myself. I hated being here. I hated the noise I hated the laughter...I hated myself. I hated being the insane psychopath. I hated having no one. I hated being alive.

My thoughts were interrupted as I felt my arm sting sharply, glancing at the deep cuts on my arm as I ran my finger tip along them.
Disgusting.

I slowly slid down my sleeve again and went to go to the restaurant, walking slowly.

Just as always, the moment I walked in everyone started to glare and complain, wondering why I was still alive.
You're ruining everything.

I went to just sit down where everyone was, putting a grin on my face.
"Hello Hajime!!"
I said happily. He was always the one that caught my attention first, his nice gentle voice..his brown soft hair...his sweet brown eyes...how would he feel if he knew I saw him like this..?

He kinda just glanced at me and gave me a fake smile, that being nothing really new. I sat at the table and looked down, everyone's voice ringing in my head.
It's too loud.
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8:30PM

I was sitting on the bathroom floor as I giggled loudly, running the blade along my arms and thighs.
one. two. three. four. five.sixseveneightninete-

There was then a small knock at the door, making me go into panic as I tried to clean everything and hide the cuts. I quickly opened the door and went to peak who it was. That's when Kazuichi and Fuyuhiko came in quickly, pinning me to the ground as I grunted.
"What are you guys-"
that's when I felt tape being wrapped around my mouth, my arms. And my legs, I looked up a bit surprised, this being sudden.

3rd person view:

That's when they grabbed knives and started to torture and stab the helpless boy, doing enough to make him scream and shake but not enough to actually kill him.

"You deserves this you asshole."
Kazuichi said as he stabbed his thigh and kept the knife there, Nagito shaking softly as he watched them leave, unable to move as he felt blood go everywhere. He came to the point to where he passed out from blood loss, lying helplessly on the ground.
useless.

A couple days later.

People who didn't know about the plan of torturing and tying up Nagito were becoming semi-panicked, only because of the thought that someone could get executed.

"Guys...Nagito hasn't been here for a while..."
Akane said as she gulped.
"Should someone go check his cottage...?"

Everyone looked at eachother, no one wanting to do it..Until they looked at Hajime.

"I think Hajime should do it since Nagito sees him as a friend more."
Chiaki said as she pointed to him.

Hajime sighed annoyed and looked down.
"I guess I could go.."
he mumbled disappointed.

He went to get up and quickly get it over with, not excited. He walked to his cottage and eventually opened the door, his mouth going agape as he saw the male lying there with blood everywhere.
"N-Nagito...?!"
he said quickly, going to rush to his side as he closed the door.

Nagito opened his eyes and looked at him, his eyes a soft grey. He looked at him and squinted his eyes, thinking he was gonna hurt him now. He started to cry and shake again, trying to scream again.

"N-Nagito it's okay I'm not gonna hurt you-!"
he said quickly, going to gently pull the tape off his mouth.

The moment the tape ripped off from his lips you could hear how scared and frightened his crying was, unable to even move.

"H-hey Nagito j-just stay here and I'll grab Mikan!"
Hajime said as he quickly ran out his room.

Hours later..

Hajime soon enough got Mikan to escort Nagito into the hospital, thankfully getting his wounds treated well even tho he was about close to death or at risk of losing a limb. Nagitos pale skinny body laid flat on the hospital bed. Even though he was unconscious his face had still be anxious and fear-filled.

"Guys.."
Hajime said as he turned to the whole group.
"I know Nagito is dangerous and doesn't have our trust but whoever did this didn't need to go this far.."
Hajime said ticked off that someone did this.

"Hajime is right!"
Sonia said as she clenched one of her fists, going to go to Nagitos unconscious body.
"I think Nagito is an highly misunderstood poor soul."

She said as she showed how Nagito had self harm scars all over his arms and legs.
"This was completely unnecessary."
she frowned.

"I can watch over him if Hajime does not want to."
She said as she sat on the side of the males bed, sad at how pained he looked.

"It's okay Sonia."
Hajime said as he placed a hand on her shoulder, sighing.
"I'll watch over him so go get some rest. And to whoever did this...next time we won't let you off so easily."
he said in a low voice.

Everyone nodded and sighed nervous, soon leaving just Nagito and Hajime alone.

Hajime looked down and just sighed, not wanting to be here yet wanting to know more about the male in front of him. He just looked off and waited for him to wake up.