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𝖙𝖜𝖔..

Hey guys, I'm back at it again putting all my ⚡energy⚡ into something that no one is going to see😜

⚠️T.W⚠️: talk of trama, and suicide, attempted murder and blood. domestic violence 

Over the next 10 months, y/n studied, practised and crammed for the UA entrance written and practical exams.
And Aizawa didn't let her have a single break, after the comment that she made about how unprepared UA actually was, he pushed her harder than she had ever been pushed. She had no time to get to know the kids in her neighbourhood, which had been her plan, sus out the competition and see what she would be up against at the practice exam.

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"Ok, are you ready for the exam," dadziwa started to explain "it will consist of one task, for now, that is all I can tell you but you should know that most of the other kids have been training for this moment for most or most likely, all, of their lives-,"

she started to wonder, 'if these kids have been training most, if not, all of their lives, then why didn't dadziwa, adopt me sooner, I mean it makes perfect sense, adopt me at a young age and train me for the entrance exam, it would be a surefire way of passing me and getting into UA - or he could just let me get in on a recommendation instead of me risking failing, either of the exams'

y/n thoughts continued to wander as Aizawa continued briefing her through the next, and last, week of training, ' if she got in, it wasn't guaranteed that she would even get into 1-A, let alone, what if she didn't even pass the theory exam, for all the training that she did, she didn't have the time or the energy to study for the exam. at this point, she had realised that Aizawa what still talking, and she had completely spaced out and had completely ignored the instructions he was giving her.

"- as I was saying, I think it would be alright for you to get an early night and get your clothes ready for tomorrow-"

"dadziwa, I was thinking that it would be better that I crammed for the exam seeing as I had been training for most of the time I've been with you, and when I was with Midnight she only helped me design my hero costume, I have had hardly any time to study for the theory exam."

"do as you wish," he started "but if you wake up a zombie, I will not give you any of my nice coffee's, you know how much they mean to me." 

as Aizawa left the room, the cats slinked behind him, and under his breath, he whispered "good night."

much to y/n's oblivion, Aizawa had grown a strong maternal bond for her, as the months had gone by, he had gotten used to her presence around, the once empty home, when she left his house to go on errands, he missed her presence. he had grown a close affection to her 

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she wandered up the stairs, wondering what the theory exam would be like, "would it have normal Math, English and Japanese, or would it have hero theory, like the theory of saving people, or the phycology of villains?" she muttered to her self

" I have to stop muttering to myself, people will think I'm crazy" she continued

y/n got to her room and opened her door she went to jump on her bed but found it already occupied with what looked to be an adult cat wrapped protectively around three newborn kittens.

"what the fuck-, Aizawa, a cat just had birth on bedsheets," she cried, "how did you even get pregnant?" she said separately to the cat.

"meow"

"ahh- I knew it was him, don't worry, I will help you, you won't have to ever be a single Meowther," y/n said, 'get a hold of your self, your talking to a cat for Christ's sake'

y/n ended up leaving the mother to pick the kittens and place them in one of the many cat beds if she moved them herself, the cat would probably end up eating the kittens.

after a while of her shouting for her guardian, he ended up coming in and helping her strip the bed and put the linen in the laundry.  they made her bed, and she ended up having dinner duty,

looking in the white refrigerator, she found some udon noodles, instant fish broth, tofu and some spring onions. at the end of y/n's cooking adventures, she ended up with something decent. hoping that it will fuel her for what the next day had in store.

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tw: it's coming up soon but don't worry, if you can't read it for personal reasons than don't fret, it is mainly filler, more of a flashback into y/n's past, you don't need it to understand the story

she woke up with shortness of breath and a pit in her stomach, y/n had been suffering from 'trauma dreams', as her therapist had stated, and had this one continuous one that she never could seem to shake, in her mind it felt too real

y/n wakes up, in her bed, and walks out onto her balcony, her shadow small in the early morning light, she clears her head, and lets out a shaky breath, a conversation she overheard came clearly into her brain.

"you don't have to keep doing this to her," said a small female voice, " she can only take so much blood, it is unethical, inhumane and downright evil if I can't stop you, then many he can-" the shaky voice was cut short and form the other side of the doorway the small child could feel the smash of a spine against the wall and her mother breath getting shorter and quieter.

" Listen to me, woman," he spat, "the only thing stopping me from killing you is my want for more children, but if these do end up being the last words you hear, make sure you can hear me perfectly fine, I will do whatever I want to that child and no one can stop me, I own her "

y/n heard her mother slump to the floor of All For One's study and let out a single sob. 

y/n took, what she thought was, her last breath. lept of the balcony and into swirling the black abyss

"I just want to feel something"

a/n

I kinda hated writing this chapter, as I hate filler but I don't actually hate how the nightmare/flashback scene turned out. I chose to write that particular scene because i have felt very similar feeling to y/n and it ended being a better version than the therapy sessions that is continuously have so...

thankyou for all reading and lookout for a new chapter tomorrow/day after that

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this is also really short so sorry bout that