The Highest Star In The Sky | Vchaeng ✓

Memories

Son Chaeyoung

We packed our luggage and go to the VIP building, the other groups is going to stay here and do what coaches wants. But us? We're free yey! It's our prize. We decided to go in the beach and take a walk. Some of us take a photos and some is eating on the cabin. I decided to take a walk for awhile. While thinking about something, someone walk beside me. It was taehyung, he smile and look at me.

"Hey." I look at him and scan him. "What are you doing?" I ask while walking. He was following me and do what i do.

"Are you insane?" I shout a little and walk away. What's his problem? He's ruining the beautiful view.

"Hey, wait for me." He run towards me and sit beside me. I look at the sky and put my hands on the sand.

"What are you thinking?" He ask.

"Nothing, I just missed the boy met before." I look at him and show him the hairclip i got on my hair.

He has a sad face when i showed him the hairclip. "Where do you get that?" He look at the sky and wait for me to answer.

It was a seconds before i answer. "To the boy i have a crush on." I smile while saying that words.

"Oh, where is he now?" He ask again making me look at him. "I don't know, he and his father left after the baseball practice of our father." My smile faded when i remember him again.

"He gave me this, i said that i will never forget his face. He will always be the guy on my heart." He was silent, I think he's listening.

"Do you know why?" I look at him and smile. "No, why?" He responded.

"He is the only boy who makes my heart raced. that day before he left, he was mad at me that time because i force myself to do the pitch i want even it hurts me." I feel his stare at me when i was talking.

"I get mad at him too because he shout at me. But when i realized that he just do that to help me, i realized that i like him. I want to see him and again and hug him tight." I said and put my hands on my chest.

"I know im so young that time but i can't help but to think of him, his figure is repeating all over my head. I was wondering where is he now, do he have a girlfriend? Or what is he look now." I said.

"You said you will never forget his face, but look at you. You didn't recognize him." I look at him with my shock face. What is he talking about?

"You forgot about his looks, his voice and specially his name. But i know, he doesn't have girlfriend. But he finally know what he wants." His words makes my heart stop, his sad voice echoed on my mind.

He look at me and smile, he stand up and walk away. I followed him and held his wrist. "Wait, what are you talking about?" I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Nothing, you should remember your past first. Try to remember his name, his looks and his voice. Come here at 11 pm if you remember anything. He will wait for you." He said and walk away. I was there alone, looking at him while he's walking away.

I know his face, voice and his name. But now, i can't remember anything! Aish i need to tell this to my unnies. I think they can help. I walk towards the cabin where twice is. I sat beside sana and drink some water.

"Chae, what happened to you?" Dahyun who was sitting opposite to me ask.

"Nothing, i just need to remember my past. I think i forgot some of my memories." I said while putting my hand in my head.

"I think you should ask your mother about that!" Jihyo loud voice makes me jumped.

"Yes, unnie. I'll call her now." I said and walk out the cabin. I dialed my mother's number and wait for her to pick up.

"What is it, chae?" My mom ask.

"Mom, do i have some accident when i was young?" I ask her, she paused for second before answering. I heard her sob of i ask her what happen.

"Mom, why are you crying?" I panicked.

"Nothing, chae i think you need to know this. Your father don't want me to mention this so i didn't. I'm sorry chaeng." Hearing her cry makes me cry too.

"M-mom, what happened to me?" I sob while talking.

"Your father and you go to a vacation and your vacation went well. But when you're about to go home, someone shot your father and makes you two in a car accident. Chae, you're there when your father died." My phone fell when i realized that i was there but i can't do anything about him. It was my fault.

I run to my room and cried all night, my unnies called me to dinner but i just smile to them and say that im full.

I hug the pillows and blankets, that's why i can't remember anything, i was there when dad died. I can't accept this. I loss the half of my memories because of that accident. That's why i can't remember him, i only know him because i heart makes me remember him.

I wan to rest but I can't sleep, I need to come at the beach in 11 pm but what if i don't recognize him? I'm too scared to that. I need to get my memories back before meeting him again. The only thing i have to remember him is this hairclip.

I go to the bathroom to wash my hair and body and go to bed. I'm sorry, I don't think im prepare to meet you.

"I promise, I'll find you when i already remember you." That was the last words comes to my mouth before sleeping.