I Love You... | G.B.D

9

( EDITED )

( LANGUAGE WARNING )

( SENSITIVE TOPIC: RAPE & ABUSE )

I woke up due to my phone buzzing. I glance over to my clock to look at the time. It was 9 pm, too early. I roll over to see if Brielle was still sleeping and she was out like a light. I had a balcony in my room so I grabbed a sweatshirt and walked out while I answered the call. I didn't even check to see who it was, but it didn't matter because it was a no caller id anyways

" Uhm hi? can I help you? " I say in an unsure voice

" nice to hear your voice again babe " the person says in a low voice

I knew who it was.

" Josh I swear to god- " I say sternly before he cuts me off

"Do your little friends know about what your stepmom did to you last year? " he says expressionlessly

" What do you want from me " I say clenching my hand into a ball

" I want everyone to know your truth because you know what you did. " he says through the phone

" I will murder you if you tell them, they're the only people who don't know and I don't want them to think I'm some helpless vulnerable child like you thought of me. you're doing shit like this because I broke up with you? You're a shitty person josh. Now delete this number before I track where ur at. " I say sternly before hanging up.

My heart was beating 100x faster than before. I didn't exactly tell the twins everything about me and josh. For example, I forgot to mention that he's my ex-bf... But one thing I didn't want them to know was everything my stepmom did to me. One thing in particular though. ( we will get to that later in the book )

I go back into bed and drift back to sleep and wake up around noon. The rest of the day went by smoothly. I wasn't in the mood to do anything because of the phone call, but I knew I couldn't blow Ethan and Grayson off so around 6:30 pm I decided to get ready. I wore a light maroon color crop top that hugged my waist nicely, along with some light washed shorts and my white vans.

I curled my long dark brown hair and put on some mascara, powder, and blush. Bri only takes about 10 minutes to get ready because she is naturally pretty and doesn't need makeup. But I on the other hand takes an hour to get ready and I need pounds of makeup. Bri was flawless. i wasn't.

" Ready? " I ask bri

" yeah, I'm excited to meet the other twin! Also quick question..how do u tell them apart? " she asks nervously while we get into the car.

" oh uh, Grayson has a sharper jawline, has a mole on his chin, and wears a dangly earring in the shape of a feather. And ethan has fluffier hair, a mole on his cheek, and wears stud earrings" I tell her describing there features.

" oh okay," she says seeming less nervous. I text Grayson and tell him we're on our way because Bri was driving.

Grayson

me: hey gray were on our way.

I sent the text and a few minutes later we arrive at the spot we were meeting at. I see a huge crowd of girls and guys surrounding the twins, I'm guessing there fans found them? 

" What the hell? " Bri says confused stepping out of the car.

" Oh shit, I forgot to tell you!  They're kinda famous. " I say winking at her.

" no shit," she says still in shock.

We wait a few minutes until the crowd was gone. Once they were out of sight we headed over to the twins.

" Hey gray. Hey E " I say hugging them both.

" hey ! how are you? " Ethan says before pulling me into a hug. Grayson does the same

" Oh this is my best friend Brielle, Bri this is Ethan and you already met Grayson " I say introducing them

" Hi, I'm Bri. " she says holding her hand out towards Ethan.

" Nice to meet you! " Ethan says shaking her hand.

" Also you've met Grayson already? " he says confused

I glance over toward Grayson. He looks at me with a slight grin. 

" Am I slow or am I missing something? " Ethan says confused

" We will tell you later E. Anyways where are we going? " I say jumping around, I was hyper for some reason bahaha

" uh, actually I don't know. yall wanna go grab food or something? " Ethan says 

" Yay more food to make me fat, lets go! " I say excitedly

" Shut up. your like perfect. no feelings by the way " Grayson says pushing me in a friendly way

" well, that's a compliment coming from someone who looks like you," I say while winking at him jokingly. All 4 of us laugh.

We spent the next 4 hours hanging out. We went to sonic, then to Starbucks, and lastly, we went to an amusement park. me and Bri thanked the twins for an amazing day and we headed home. It was about 11 when we got home so we ate basically everything in the fridge and pantry and hung out in my room all night. We stayed up till 4 am because Bri kept ranting on about how adorable Ethan was.

" seems like you have a little crush " I tell her giggling

" no way, we just met. But let's talk about you and Gray shall we? " she says winking

I threw a pillow at her. about 10 minutes later we both fell asleep. I finally felt at home again, which I loved.

Authors note:

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you are not alone <3

DOMESTIC VIOLENCE HOTLINE: 1-800-799-7233

SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE: 1-800-656-4673

SUICIDE HOTLINE: 1-800-273-8255

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Don't be afraid to call ^

that's all! sorry for the short chapter but anyways have an amazing rest of ur day/night <3

~ B

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