A Moment To Remember ||SaTzu||

Ep:3

"Doctor Myoi Mina?"

Tzuyu asked as soon as she entered the hospital. Mina was walking towards the elevator when Tzuyu saw her. Mina turn around with a smile on her face.

"Yes?"

"I'm Tzuyu. I just want to ask you about Sana"

Mina raise her left brow then eyed her coffee before she look up to meet Tzuyu's gaze.

"Let's talk about it in my office"

Tzuyu nods her head and they both entered the elevator.

"I guess she didn't tell you that's why you're here."

Tzuyu tilt her head a little bit suspicious to what Mina asked her.

"Do I have something serious to know?"

Mina gave her a tight smile then look away.

"Yes. "

It makes Tzuyu nervous, she bit her lips and just wait for the elevator to open. Mina gestured Tzuyu to take the seat across her as she took something out of her drawer.

"So...please tell me about Sana. "

Mina checked the time and sigh. She still have an operation to do in 20 minutes.

"I'll go straight, the result came out to be Sana having an Alzheimer disease Tzuyu. In Sana's case she's still having the mild symptoms but as she go through it will go severe. So please, tell her to comeback here and I will—"

"W-what— I...I..."

Tzuyu held on her bag tightly as tears fell down her eyes, uncontrollably.

"Are you kidding me? She's still young to have that disease you're talking about!"

"Tzuyu... Alzheimer's disease actually started in the younger years. I know it's hard to accept it—"

"NO YOU DON'T! YOU'RE FUCKING KIDDING ME! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH IT BREAKS ME! "

A tear fell down Mina's cheeks as she watch Tzuyu break down in tears.

"Mina tell me you can save her "

Mina wanted to tell her all the positivity that Sana will be alright but it's not the case always. She wants her patients and relatives to be ready for the reality that soon they will go through.

"Don't let her go anywhere else Tzuyu, you might not know that at this moment she doesn't know where to go. "

"Fuck!"

Tzuyu quickly called Sana's phone but it wasn't even ringing. She hissed multiple times before storming out of Mina's office.

She drove to Sana's workplace but didn't saw the latter there. She frustratedly brush her hair backwards while letting her tears fall.

"Sana...strawberry...where are you? Why didn't you told me?"

She search for Sana on the street thinking maybe she's walking, Sana loves to walk around and breathe the air outside.

It has been an hour but Tzuyu didn't found her yet. She wipe her tears and dial Sana's number again.

"Answer me pleaseeee~"

But then Tzuyu remember where they always go to, Where they first saw each other, where they had their first 'Hi and Hello' .

Tzuyu quickly drove there and almost break down again when she saw Sana keep hitting the ball using the baseball bat.

She slowly walk towards her wiping her tears.

"S-strawberry"

She called trying to open the gate but it was lock. Sana heard her but did not bother to turn around. She knew that Tzuyu went to Mina as what Momo told her and she felt more than a heart break right now.

"Strawberry can we talk?"

Sana keep her eyes on the ball and hit it pouring all her emotions.

"You knew already"

She replied and finally drop the baseball bat on the ground. She turned to Tzuyu and with an unexpected red eyes from the both of them.

"Yeah... It's okay everything will be alright... I'll guide you and stay with you everyday."

Sana bit her lips while watching Tzuyu having the same state as her. They both feel so broke.

"It's not that easy"

"I know ... I know~ but we can make it Sana... I trust you and trust me ...okay?"

Sana shook her head and wipe her tears.

"Tzu~ you're still young. One day I won't be able to remember myself, my mom my dad and e-even y-you... I want you to be happy, you're not going to be happy with me please just forget about me too"

"What are you talking about? I am the happiest person whenever I am with you. "

"You'll get sick of me one day. I don't want to see you hurt—"

"But you're hurting me with your words. I will never get tired of you, I will take care of you Sana~"

Sana shook her head

"I want you to love someone who can stay with you forever Tzu~ even if... It hurts here so bad..." Sana pointed at her heart letting all her tears fall down.

"You have still a long way to go Tzu~"

Tzuyu just cried even more , she can't tell her the words she wanted to tell Sana because of all her tears and the emotion she felt.

"You have so many dreams. You want to get married someday but ... I can't do that for you, I am slowly getting insane, I'm getting forgetful, —"

"Just please let me in and hug you. I need to feel you in my arms Sana please"

Tzuyu extended her arms to reach Sana but it was impossible.

"I will make you remember me everyday, you're the only one I need Sana. "

"Please don't make it hard for me...I don't want you to live stuck in me, one day I won't even know you exist, I wouldn't know this place, our first kiss, your birthday, our anniversary... One day everything was like nothing to me...do you get that? One day all the memories we built will be gone in my head... Tzuyu do you know that?"

Tzuyu step back and covered her face using her hands. She can't take it anymore. The pain of losing Sana is going too much.

"Did you know why Rose choose to jump and be with Jack? It's because she loves him so much and she wants to be with him even in just the last moment"

Sana got silent.

"And I want to be with you even if you won't remember me anymore. All I need is to have you close to me. I just want to wake up with you everyday..... I...I  love you so much that... I..."

Tzuyu doesn't know what to say anymore so she just cry. When Sana couldn't take the pain anymore she opened the gate and hug Tzuyu tightly.

"I'm so sorry whip cream...sorry sorry sorry..."

God knows how much Sana felt so loved at Tzuyu's words, she's willing to stay and continue to love her even at her worst.

"I'm so stupid to say that...I'm so sorry... I love you  Tzu... I love you so much"