CHAPTER 6- "What shall I choose"

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After the incident Siya was totally heartbroken. She never thought that something like this would happen to her. Life was then very tough for her. After that day she never went for a evening walk with Ronnie. Whenever Ronnie would ask her about not going for a walk ,she just simply said ,"I am very busy nowadays". She was not able to concentrate in her studies. She made different excuses to bunk the tution classes. At school during the recess time she would rather stay inside the class. She almost stopped speaking to Ronnie. She always remained unmindful while talking with her friends. She became short tempered and frustrated. She was not behaving properly with her parents. Her parents were not happy with her marks. Siya's mom was very supportive. She asked her several times about what problem was she facing. Siya, who always shared her feelings with her mother, was silent this time. Arjun noticed everything. He made every effort to make her happy but all went to vain. This continued for a year.

On 5th November it was raining heavily. Siya was sitting near the window. The raindrops were touching her soft cheeks. She closed her eyes any thought for a minute "what shall I choose", moving on or staying fixed to that point. After a deep thinking she  understood that she was doing something she was not supposed to do. If Ronnie had really considered her as his friend, then he would definitely ask what was wrong with her. "If he does not appreciate my love and friendship, then why I am ruining my future for him". Siya told all these things to Arjun. Arjun wept over hearing her and hugged her.Arjun was very happy to hear that Siya wanted to move on.Now Siya started focusing on her studies and in just a few months Siya transformed herself to the old Siya.Siya, who is everyone's life. Siya who never got angry soon.She had changed now.

Moving on is necessary in life. We should not cling to something that we cannot have. Time does not wait for anyone. It is being quoted in Bhagavad Gita, by shree Krishna that "if you cannot fight for what you want don't cry for what you lost". Siya never wanted to fight to achieve her love. She always believed that love is something which cannot be achieved, it happens automatically.

But now the question is whether this story ends on this?Was Siya really changed or was she just showing change from outside?Did she really forget Ronnie?
So let's know all this in the seventh and last lesson of this story. Till then stay tuned.

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