A Letter To You [SunMork]

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Sun POV

“Good grief! Sun, are you going to tell me what happened!?”

Kitty asked with anger, there was a hint of concern in her voice. I was sitting in the lounge room, I felt her stare on me, she was sitting close to me at the table. I wasn't looking at her but the floor.

It's been three days since Mork left. And I haven't left my apartment since then and Eating junk food and not taking a shower. I'm making excuses for not coming to the university to my friends as I don't want to be bothered by anyone this time. But Kitty came as I didn't answer her phone calls.

Frankly speaking, Crying is what I had been feeling since he had left. And I cried. what happened, it breaks my heart every time which awfully sucks than anything else I ever felt before in my entire life. I should have told him everything if it meant to be with him but now, nothing has left when he doesn't believe me. 

Thinking of how he used to smile at me with those eyes in which I have seen hate now.

“It's about Mork, isn't it?”

This time I looked at her who was looking at me with a worrying face.

“He doesn't love me.”

Jesus Christ! It hurts terribly, saying out loud like that.

“Sun, He told you that?”

“No, But does it matter? '' with gloomy  attitude I continue to tell her "He freaked out when he found out that I'm engaged to you. whatever I tried to tell him, however, he doesn't believe me.”

She sighed helplessly. And said, "pull yourself together, Sun."

“What can I do? He hates me, I'm doomed.” I looked down staring at the floor.

She stood up. I thought she was going from here. Instead of it She approached and placed her hands on my cheeks and grabbed my face to look her up and she brought her face closer to mine. She stared at me with determined eyes. But my eyes were boring. She took a deep breath and blew it out.

“Now, Listen up! You, God damn idiot!! It does matter if he hasn't said that he doesn't love you! Finding out the things suddenly, it made him disappointed, angry, yeah, even hurt! But it doesn't mean, He hates you. In fact, I believe that he feels the same way as you do, you can't let him go, or give up, especially without trying your best!”

she let out with her determined voice in one breath firmly.

“Eww! Honestly, When did you take your last shower?”

She made a disgusting face while taking off her hands from my face.

I got up from the couch.

“What are you doing?”  She asked.

“You are right.”

“Good,” She said sighed with relief

I was making my way to the room.  but stop halfway. And looked at Kitty, at least that I like to call her.

“Now, what?” She asked.

“Kitty, I'm sorry."

She frowned at me, and disturbed and said, “Why are you being sorry, out of nowhere?”

“Well, ” I brought up my hand over my hair.

“for not able to accept your feeling, because of this you never found love, but Now,”

I know now what it's felt like being rejected.

She laughed and made me confused, have I got something wrong? She composed herself and said,