fnaf novels one shots

Carleton

Title : you give me enxiety

A/n : this takes place in the chapter where Carleton got kidnaped in the silver eyes, also triger warning mention of self harm scars and enxiety disorders, Read with cotion !

You and the squad are siting in the kitchen at Carleton's house your all siping on hot chocolat and talking with Carleton's dad only 1 thing is wrong Carleton is missing and his dad thinks its all juste a prank which led you To right now.

Guys its all juste a prank calm down, he will comme right through this door later today or tomorrow ! Said oficer burk said To the young teens, y/n didint think that thaugh she had have 3 panique attacs in the span of 1 minutes and another one was coming juste thinking of how bad of a father clay was she started breathing extreamly loud and iregularly. Charlie looked at y/n and knew what was happening. Y/n are you ok ? Hasked Charlie. Then y/n started shaking vilently and didint enswer charlie's question , jhon then realised what was happening. She's having a panique attac said jhon. Y/n started bawlling her eyes out wich only confirmed jhon's statement. Clay then said somthing who trigerd y/n even more so she started clawing at her scars. Y/n everything is fine hes putting a prank , he'll be back later tonight To worst case tomorrow ! Y/n shot her head up and gave clay the most paniqued , angry face. SHUT UP CLAY YOU KNOW NOTHING YOU WHERENT THERE, I WAS RIGHT WITH JASON WHEN IT HAPPENED... I SAW EVRYTHING HAPPEN JASON IS TROMATISED, IM HERE DRINKING YOUR FAHQUING HOT CHOCOLAT LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED ,AND YOU KNOW I HAVE AN UNKNOWN ENXITY DISORDER AND YOU WANT ME TO NOT FREAK OUT ? The girl was outraged she holds To heart her freinds health and has a strong scence of justice so when she realised a whole ass cop didint even do his job being finding his missing son ,she got mad . Hey hey calm down y/n no need To panique said clay. CLAY YOUR AN HORRIBLE FATHER, YOU ONLY SAY THIS CAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT IM GONA DO NEXT, Y'OULL SAY "STAY HERE ITS ONLY GONA WORSEN YOUR PANIQUE ATTAC " BUT NO I WILL GO AND FIND MY BEST FREIND HE IS THE ONLY THING I HAVE LEFT MY BROTHER * sharp inhales * DIED, MY MOM AND DAD ARE DIVORSED * sharp inhales * AND MY EX WHO I STILL WAS GREAT FREINDS WITH * sharp inhales * AND WHO ALWAYS WAS STUCK IN THE HOSPITAL CAUSE OF BREATHING PROBLEMS AND * sharp inhales * LUNGS PARASITE GAVE SUICIDE, THESE SCARS ON MY ARMS* deep inhales * REPRESENTS EVRYTHING I HAVE LOST * sharp inhales * MICHAEL, MY BROTHER, MY PARENTS AND * sharp inhales * I WONT LOSE CARLETON, I LOST ENOUGH ALREADY I WANT TO KEEP AND CARLETON IS 1 HECK OF A BEAUTIFUL FREIND I WANT TO KEEP, I WONT LET MY ENXITY STEP ON ME NEVER not anymore  ! * sharp inhales *  the young girl said evrything that she had in mind and thaughts and secrets she never even told anyone . soon enough evryone had finished there hot chocolat and agreed To go rescue Carleton . They soon arived at freddy's and dispatched in groupe of 2 and 1 gang of 3 jason Charlie and y/n went To the parts and service room when Jessica and jhon screamed that they found him on the cameras while marla and lamar looked in other rooms . As soon as she herd where Carleton was she made a b line for it and ran while taking Charlie and jason by the hands ,when she arived there she ckicked down the door . CARLETON! when the young male herd his best freinds voice he looked towards her and sudenly felt at ease. Y/N OMG YOU CAME BACK ! the young girl started crying SHUT UP CARLETON KEEP YOUR FORCES FOR LATER ! Charlie then looked at Carleton Then at Jason and then at You then back To Carleton.  Ok Carleton ima need you To stay still and To stay calm now. Carleton look scared wich triguerd a panique attac, the poor y/n couldint watch as charlie undid the suit Carleton was traped in she was crying on jason's shoulder while Jason tried To make her think about good things To calm her down.  A few minutes later they got Carleton out of the suit and y/n had managed To controle her enxiety attac and then they went To evryone els and got into the car and rode back To carleton's house . The way back was compleatly silent only the sound of the car could be herd until they arived home . When evryone was inside y/n and Carleton went To sit on the coutch and evryone joined them they where all talking and laughing but 1 perssone was forcing her laugh and smile until Carleton realised it. Y/ n You are extreamly silent tonight usualy your all jumpy and cutesie whats wrong ? Carleton looked at the female next To him what he didint expect was the tackle hug and sobing noises that came next. YOU IDIOT NEVER EVER DO THIS TO ME NOR US AGAIN I WAS SO SCARED I HAD 4 PANIQUE ATTACS IN 1 NIGHT, I WAS WORIED SICK I THAUGHT YOU WOULD BE DEAD WHEN WE WENT TO GET YOU, CARLETON I REALLY DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU YOUR THE ONLY THING I HAVE LEFT MY BROTHER DIED ,MICHAEL DIED ,MY PARENTS ARE DIVORSED... I CANT AFORD TO LOSE YOU! Carleton's eyes widened when he herd her cry louder and Feel his best freind frail body shaking indicating she was having a panique attac Carleton wraped his arms around y/n and put his head on y/n's shoulder. Im So sorry y/n i - i ... idk what would of happend if you guys wouldint of shown up i would probably be dead and juste know that there was no 1 second i didint think about you while i was traped in there, I knew you would freak out, I thaught you might of went back To self harming like when Michael died i thaugh you would of had a big enough panique attac that nothing could of helped and that you might of fell uncontious ! The young boy held the fradgile girl tighter and tighter the more he speaked . I KNOW CARLETON ITS JUSTE I CANT AFORD TO LOSE YOU CAUSE I - CAUSE I - I ... Carleton looked at his best freind straight in the eyes with a caring face and he put his hands on the side of y/n's face.  Cause you what y/n ? Cause i ...CAUSE I LOVE YOU CARLETON, You've been here for me since day 1 and i dont know what i would do without you i might of already been gone , when i saw you at Michael's mémorial  after 1 year of staying with my dad at Chicago i knew you where my soulmate i refused To bealeave in soulmates or twin flammes after my parents got divorsed but you Carleton ,you gave me enxiety but it was good enxiety cause you always helped me with my enxiety attacs,  I love you Carleton ! Carleton looked at his sobing best freind , he used his finger To wipe her tears ,he smiles and slightly bends his head To the side and lightly pats y/n's cheeks.  I would lie if i said im not scared of relation ships cause i almost ended up dead when i broke up in my last relation ship but when i imadgin my future with you i Feel safe i Feel cared for, I feel loved and only loved and whenever i look in your eyes i only see pure truth , and whenever i take a look at you i say she's too beautiful To even be mine whowever gets her is lucky, and even inside ... In your heart...your the beautifulesst thing ever, I never thaugh That this awsome women would ever be mine thaugh  ! Then without knowing it they both leaned in , carleton's hands went To rest on y/n's arms ,and y/n's arms went around Carleton's shoulders they got closer and closer until the space betwen them was no more and they both closed there eyes and shared a long loving kiss. But they soon had To separate for air. I love you Carleton ! said the young girl . I love you To y/n! Said Carleton . So are We a thing now ? The young girl hasked. Yes we are ! Said Carleton.  Afterwards Jessica and Charlie where fangirling and the rest of the boys where clapping.