fnaf novels one shots

Charlie

A/n before we start i would like to take time To say a small triger wanrning theres mentions of intrusive thaughts, skin picking, hightened enxiety, scars and ocd i did do reserch before wrighting this so i atleast have a bit of knowledge and your a boy in this so use a rendom boy name or if you have a double gender name exemple alex then use the male version of it .  Now that thats out of the way i shall give you the ze story !

Title : intrusive love

Ever since birth y/n was an enxious baby it became worst when his  best freind Michael brooks got murdered at freddy's 10 years ago ever since then his  enxiety is even more hightened he  picks at his  skin and if he  represses a reaction evrything is sure to go down hill. He  really hates it To say the least. He has scars evrywhere and its not pretty To see so he  hides it with long sleeve shirts or if its sumer he wrapes it up with bandages since they only go up To his mid arm level.

Hey y/n ! said Charlie as she ran up To you when she saw you walking by outside. Oh hey Charlie how are you ? Im good ! She enswered . Whats up , is evryone back in hurican ? Yes actualy carlton really misses you ya know ! Huh i didint think he'd be one To miss someyone ! You said as you rubed your arms . Isint it a little hot To wear long sleeves y/n ?  Oh um its not that bad actualy.  If you say so ! Said Charlie. * in mind : have you ever thaugh of killing your best freind ?* you saw Carlton pass on the street and Charlie saw him. Hey carlton how are you? Im good, i see your taking a walk with y/n huh ! Yeah i saw him walking alone so i joined him. You started To pick at your skin. You got enxious so You started To panique. Carlton was the only one who knew of your situation. Hey y/n ,you good?  hask carlton . Yeah juste a little enxious i Guess. Do you guys want To come over watch a movie ? Asked carlton.  Sure ! You said. Why not said Charlie. You guys walked To carlton's house when you arived clay was reading a book and betty was nowhere To be found probably in her room taking a nap. Hey Charlie, hey y/n ! Said clay. You all replied with a simple hi and went To carlton's room to watch the movie since he had a tv in his room Charlie came back upstairs with popcorn carlton put the movie in and you started To watch for some resons when you where distracted watching the movie the reactions you kepted in got all out and carlton realised that. Hey carlton can you put the movie on pose i need To use the bathroom. Carlton put the movie on pose and him and Charlie waited for you.

Y/n's p/o/v:

Arived in the bathroom you pulled up your sleeves and saw that you had made 3 big wound spots. 《Shit i scrached and picked To much its bleeding a lot 》 * in mind : lick it , open it even more, you deserve pain , bastard weakling, man whore, kill yourself, die *! You started To panique 《 Charlie cant see this, she'll think im crazy...maybe i should die 》《 y/n you good in there you've been in here for ten minuts 》 《carlton please go away its too dangerous 》 《 Whats wrong y/n please talk To me 》 《 i scratched To deep , my intrusive thaughts are going nuts 》 《 can i come in please i want To help you 》 《 yeah comme in 》carlton came in  《 sweet good y/n you should of told me before this is really bad 》 《 carlton be careful it hurts, it hurts 》 Charlie being woried for the boys kcnocked at the door.  《Boys whats going on its taking lots of time 》 you looked at carlton and made a sing of head no To silently tell him not To say a word but To say a falsehood carlton wouldint have it thaugh 《 no y/n's mental hillness is acting up i need a bit of help in here 》 as you herd him say it your enxiety went through the roof you started having a panique attac and its then your intrusive thaughts got real bad * in mind : loser, monster, vile creature, you should juste die already nobody needs you ,you think sh'ell love you after seing this  * Charlie got in 《 shit i shouldint of done that i made him worst 》 《 its fine you did the right thing, help him with his wounds, i'll hold him down, ok?》 《 ok !》Charlie prosided To hold you down and carlton hold your arms he took water and wiped oof the blood and took out some rubing alcohol and cleened your wounds. You screamed ever louder as carlton wraped your arms in bandadges.  A few hours later you calmed down and hasked what happend. When you saw Charlie crying in the corner of the room you knew she saw you in all your estate. 《 Charlie....do you hate me ?》 Charlie looked up at you 《 YOU IDIOT YOU SHOULD OF TOLD ME YOU HAD A MENTAL ILLNESS !》 《 its actualy called ocd Its a enxiety disorder and it makes you have intrusive thaughts and you have natural reaction To pick at your skin and if you dont do it you get panique attacs or juste really bad reactions 》Charlie sat infront of you criss cross stille and made carlton get out of the room . 《 so tell me is there a special medication for ocd ?》 Charlie hasked 《 no 》 you simply enswer the young girl.  《 what tipe of intrusive thaughts do you get ?》 Asked Charlie 《 if i told you you'd hate me, you'd think im a monster and that i should die !》 Charlie looked at you truly sadened by What she herd. 《 now now y/n your my freind i'd never leave you, your my best freind 》 《 * sight* ok i'll tell you, i get suicidal thaughts, sexual thaughts and sometimes at the worst of scenarios.... murderous thaughts !》 Charlie looked at you truly sadened and woried. 《 pleas stop looking at me like that im starting To think you actualy hate me 》 Charlie softened her gase 《 i ... what kind of murderous thaughts ?》 《 sometimes i think i want To burn dave, or ither if im bleeding it tells me To lick it 》 Charlie started To laugh 《 so there funy murderous thaughts !》 《 i Guess the worst one is imadgin Your best freind traped in a cofin but i think its gona take more then me dave and carlton's trauma To put him in a cofin 》 Charlie laughed 《 true but y/n juste know i love you scars or not that your thaughts are sugar plums or smelly bums, mentaly ill or not, i've loved you since day one and i'd be liying if i told i didint want you To be mine, and your a brave, brave boy, the thaughest boy that i've ever sceen, your a really good boy and you deserve To live and To be loved and if you let me i'll show you juste how it feels To be loved and cared for unconditionaly , so what im hasking is Will you be my boyfriend ? 》 you huged Charlie 《 of cours i Will i've loved you since day one !》 Charlie helped you get up you looked at eachother for a few minutes you slowly bent in To give her a kiss and she kissed back then you guys went back To watch the movie with carlton the whole time you and Charlie where holding hands !