I woke up and looked in the mirror, there was mascara all under my eyes, I looked miserable. I could see all the flaws, and just all my imperfections, that made me realise why would matt like me, look at me. I couldn't stand seeing my reflection any longer so I just jumped in the shower and got ready for school.
I heard the doorbell ring, it was probably Matt, since we walk to school every other day I guess. I ran down stairs and opened the door for him.
"Hey Lauren," he said just standing in the doorway.
"Oh hey, I'll be ready soon," I replied, grabbing a granola bar and dragging Matt outside since he wouldn't get off of his phone.
"So what class do you have first?" I asked, not knowing what to say.
No answer.
"So um how's life?" I asked trying to be as casual as possible.
No answer.
I was getting fed up with this. "MATT!" I shouted
"Oh yea what ?" He responded
"Are you even listening?" I asked through a sigh.
No answer.
"Are fucking kidding me Matthew, what, so now since you go out with the fucking 'royal queen' of the school doesn't mean you can ignore me, It doesn't make you some king either just because you date her. What about me, I have been here for you for years, and now some little whore comes by and your her boyfriend. If you were really a true friend, you would open up your eyes and see the truth, because right now your acting like a total jerk." I shouted at him in total rage, I didn't even realise I was crying.
"She's not a whore , maybe your just jealous, maybe your the whore, and it doesn't really matter how long you have been around, because I don't like you, I like Jade, she way prettier, and better then you do just stop hating on her." He said, with disgust.
his eyes then softened, coming to realise what he just said to me.
"Oh my, lauren, wait, you know i didn't.." He tried to stop me, regretting what he had just said.
I just ran and ran, not to school, but home, my parents were at work, so who cares. I was so sick of everything, and to top that off, the things Matt just said to me, kept running through my mind.
"your the whore"
"I don't like you"
"she's better then you"
I just sat on my bed and cried until I finally fell asleep.
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